I may just die of boredom anytime soon. Looks like the particular book from the author Robert Ludlum is on loaned in every single library in Singapore. I mean, seriously. How come?

 

Btw, i've uploaded a new video. It was staged so the whole thing was meant to be funny.

 

Enjoy =)

Watched Bourne Identity on tv today. Since i started watching at 730pm, i was trying to figure out why in the world was he running away from the cops with a female beside him. And it became clear when the girl snatches a paper from a 'paid killer', different kind of identity of the both of them. So my guess was he's with the government where he would often change his identity to do whatever he's supposed to do and when he's done with that, he would go through hypnotism where he would forget his previous identity and start a new identity. Well, my guess was wrong anw. Anybody who have wathced the show themself would have known the storyline. Anw, the show itself, was, not bad. It was good. An eye-candy, i must say. Matt Damon. He is. =)

 

Watched Constantine on tv too. Most of the time i was just dreamily looking at Keanu Reeves, imagining in which movie he's hotter, Lake House or Constantine. Either way, he's hot.

 

Hot until buildings can burn. Haha. =)

 

I seriously want a book by the author Robert Ludlum, but i am just plain tired to go to MPH during the fasting season.

 

Finally, i finished reading the book. The ending was a happy one but the middle chapter towards the ending was somewhat depressing. The following will be my thoughts and feelings on the books so, it may contain spoilers, so beware.

 

It was so sad that Lupin and Tonks and Fred had to die. Especially Remus. Haha, he was my fav apart from Snape. Partly becasue i liked thier name so much, Remus Lupin and Severus Snape. Don't you think their names are interesting. Oh well, Lupin and Tonks had to be sacrificed because Arthur Weasly didn't die, if i'm not mistaken, in HBP. George never got over the fact that Fred died but life still have to move on. Oh well, anw, i think Harry's son name was somewhat, weird. Haha.

 

Oh yeah, i have always believed that Snape is a good guy eventhough he killed Dumbledore, i don't have any doubt against him. Its just that, i heard ppl always cursing him and hating him because he killed Dumbledore. Ha. Well, lets say, the story doesn't turn out the way i had expected it to be, he'll still be the one i like 

 

Hmm, maybe i'll start re-reading the whole Potter book during these fasting month or either that, i'll read the books which i haven't yet read.

 

 

 

Ok, now i know what the deathly hallows means. 

 

spoilers

 

Dobby died !

 

 

& it was oh so sad !

 

No reason for the title but he's hot, really !

 

I'm still feeling sore about the whole GPA thing, other than that, i'm fine. I guess. The effort that i gave for the exam was way less than the effort that i gave during my O level, i think. Too complacent, i guess? But its really really not what i wanted. Perhaps this is the reason why i don't give my best?  & i think the time spent on travelling is wearing me off.

 

Ok , ok , excuses, excuses. Yeah i know its all excuses but then it made me feel much more better, i guess.

I think i said too many, "I guess and i think" These insecurities. Oh well.

 

Anyways, been reading the last book of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. I know its been months since the book came out but i really really want to concentrate on reading the book so, there's no better time than the holidays. & i must say the book really invoke ALL kinds of emotions if you really get into mood.

 

 

First and foremost, my GPA, just sucks. I won't elaborate more about it. Just know, that it really bites. Fortunately i passed everything and i don't need to take the supp paper.

 

Met up with my friends. It felt like a long time not meeting them, haha. Felt, only. We ate ice cream at swenson's! I had the Chocolate Malt thingy which was super duper yummy and she had the sticky chocolate thingy and the other one had the choco pop. It was super duper nice! I LOVE ! But then, the ice cream too sweet la. I dunno why, these few days, i can't stand the sweetness. I almost throw up when i had the choclate munchy donuts. It was really really sweet la. Sugar rush.

 

Planned to make pizza but i don't see any pepperoni in woodlands. Haha. There's cheese, many kinds of cheese, grated cheese, mozarella cheese, and this other name cheese. Too bad there's no pepperoni, or else would have eaten pizza today. Well, youmay wondering why i just don't buy pizza. Well, when you bake a pizza, it comes from the heart, so it'll taste better. :D Anybody want one, just give me a ring and i'll bake you one, straight from the heart.

 

 

 

 

 

 

OH WELL, i guess my friend is right. I shouldn't pursue too much for an answer.

 

 

" There is a time in life where you just have to give it all up and move on. "

 

" History are history for a reason. Learn from the past is a blast for the future. "

 

and gosh, it took me such a long time to realise such a simple thing. I always advise that to a friend of mine but, i didn't practice what i preach. I guess its easy to give advise but its difficult to follow them eventhough its yours.

 

I know of a million ways to always pick the wrong words to say.

 

Anyways, i've uploaded the song, "I want to be buried in your backyard". The title is super duper long, but its catchy. I lovee the song so much because of it's great melody and chord changes. & very very catchy lyrics. "Now i want to be buried in your backyard, when the flowers grow just now you'll still be in my heart." The song is soo sweet. When my friends first see the vid, they thought he was on drugs. Haha, funny reactions. But i just love Brandon Reilly voice. As in really really love his oh so sexy voice.

 

HAHA-

 

I hope so. =) 

OKAYS,  this entry is about yesterday.

 

Met Ms Lim and the other girls except for Marina for dinner at Pizza Hut. Its been quite a long time since we met. Well, i think for me coz i didn't go to school during teacher's day and somehow i felt rather bad about it, till now. Actually what she said infront of the neoprint shop is very true, i don't want it to be 5 or 10 years down the road when me or Ms Lim or my other classmates see each other on the road, we'll get a shock of our life. It does happen, you know. Haha, i saw most of my primary school friends on the streets and got a shock in my life. Haha. Oh yeah, we took neoprints after the dinner and the pictures were funny la. Haha coz Azhmeera pressed the camera button before everyone was ready, end result, funny faces.

 

 

However, before i went for the dinner, i went to Bishan with Marina to apply for a job at coffee bean. I got the job, BUT, i don't think i can commit for 6 month. My previous school timetable seemed kind of hectic so i don't think i want to commit for too long. Tutorials homework, quiz, test may become a workload if i work and school at the same time.

 

OH yeah, chatted with this really old old old friend of mine. He's not old la. Haha. To think he remembers me.  it felt nice after its been such a very long time. Its been too long i guess. But i'm glad right now. He's too sweet la. As in really really sweet. =D

I don't feel so good today. I think i have the flu. Its not so fun to have the flu during the holidays although, there are the pros. If you're sick during the holidays, u can find lie in bed all day without having to worry about the homeworks, school and stuffs. Luckily enough for me, its seems like its the rainy season so i don't think i will be going out often. If i have the flu during my school days, i think its going to be hell.

 

Today, i have this dream. A weird dream. I dreamt about this particular friend of mine from primary school. But this is so impossible. It happened way long ago. I still remember how he talked in the dream. His smile. I kept thinking about the significance of the dream coz it suddenly popped up. DO you think there's a message hidden or something? Goodness, i should stop thinking about this and focus on getting well.

 

This dream, made me realise what i am supposed to do. Its like, i have many things to say to him in my dream but i don't know how. I'm sure he heard it all before and he never really had a doubt, but, i gave him the doubt. Its all my fault, i guess. He moved on. Although he thinks i have moved on, i have not. I guess what i want in my life right now is an answer.

 

I don't want to regret later  5 or maybe 10 years from now, that i just sit around, and did nothing because i am too afraid. Its time that i abolish all the 'what if' in my life and find the courage to do something that i don't dare do.

 

But the dream. I don't know. Its too sudden. Its like suddenlt he came back into my life and for a moment in my dream, i felt the warmth. But i guess that would never happen in real life.

for 7 weeks. 7 weeks, can you believe it? Seriously, i have no idea what i'm gonna do for these 7 weeks. -_- 

 

Exam was a terrible nightmare. The last paper was ridiculous. Or so, i shall say. So now, i'll be waiting for the results on 7 sept if i'm not wrong, and if i have to re-take (touchwood) at least i know i should be studying rather than slacking. But, don't ever let me retake la, i don't want to go back school.

 

Anyway, my house today is like so quiet with my bro going to school taking his N. & seriously, i don't think he's all that serious about it, always going around the house and saying social studies stuff. As if i haven't know yet.

 

I'm soo bored today, i feel like going out but i feel ridiculously lazyy. This is what will happen if you have too much time on your hand.

 

Anyways, i found this survey in friendster and thought it might be fun to do it here. hee.

 

1) Single, Taken, Naked, or Flirty??
- Single

2) Are you happy with that? ~
- Yes, of course.

3) Have you ever had your heart broken?
- nope.

4) Do you believe that there are
certain circumstances where cheating is
ok?
- YES !


6) Have you ever talked about marriage
with another person?
- Yes, with my good friends.

7) Do you want children?
- why not.

8) How Many?
- the more the merrier.

9.) Would you consider an
adoption?
- Yes.

10) If someone liked you right now,
would you want them to tell you?
- Yes, so i'll know who is the person.

11) Do you want someone you can't have?
- No, cause if you can't have that someone means don't waste your time.

12) Have you fallen in love?
- i'm not sure whether its love or infatuation.

13) Do you believe in celebrating
anniversaries?
- yup.

14) Do you believe that you can change
for someone?
- it will never happen. they should accept me for who i am, not for who i have become.

15.) Is it a good day?
today?
- The sun is shining outside, so yeah

16) Have you ever broken a heart
before?
- I don't really remember.

17) Does your ex still have feelings
for you?
- I really don't care. Ppl move on.

18) Do you still have feelings for
them?
- i don't really want to know.