Yesterday;

 

Felt so weird going to sch coz on thurs didn't go to school. So it feels like the first day of school after finifhing the prelims. Got back 2 papers today and hmm, i was like HMMMM.  Geog paper 1 marks was OK. Satisfied. The most shocking was Eng paper 2. When i added up my marks i was like, "REALLY? , HMMMMMMM .. HMMMM.. HMMMMM .. " I didn't expect it lah. Coz the section A, i thought i was likee going to flunk coz my essay was kinda boring. But my sit writing helped me tho. :)   Anyways, planned to go lib after sch so went home and go out. I went early to find seats but . HMMM, the lib was so FULL. SO FULL !!   .. so went home. Made a wasted trip.

 

WASTED.

 

Today; went to library AGAIN. Haha, this time, a friend went early to get seats.HAHA.  

HAHA .         

 

 

OK; how come so many rumors.    ??? 

I dunno whether to laugh or get angry.

But i'll laugh.

For the sake of the stupid joke.      

 

Did the tv ppl forget that today is Saturday???

Where is the show "My name is Earl?"

First thing in the morning was to eat have my breakfast since its the fasting month, i tried to eat as many as i can so that i won't feel hungry or have gastric pain. Ate quite alot just now. So, sleep again. Coz too tired then woke up for Candice's session. I kept procrastinating to wake up. Saying myself another 5 mins another 5 mins another 5 mins..  ok ok last last 5 mins. LOL. OK, then went to school. I thought everybody was not schooling coz there was the marking day. Haha. And school was like super duper quiet. Souless.

 

Went to AVA room. Many guys reached the school first. Hmmm. There was like a division between girls and boys sit. Haha. Like got warfare zone. Yeah, so Candice came and taught abt the time management. And of course i learnt things. If i have no time to study, i should go for quality instead of quality. YEPPP! Should have everyhting on my fingertips. YEPP!!  Then we have to do the planning and die die go home MUST MUST MUST do the planning. Hmmm . .

 

Wanted to go lib today. So i went first but find no place so went home instead. Made a wasted trip. If i know there was no place, i wouldn't have go there and wasted 80 cents. DARN. So just went home and had a conference chat with Liyana and Fiz. They really can make a reality show man. Its so funny the way they talk to each other and the blurness between them, me just listening to thier convo just kept laughing and laughing. LOLs.

 

So, yeah. Wanted to sleep but a friend asked for my help on his like, 'speech' or something. Well, not speech lah just like expressing his gratitude. So, was like thinking and cracking my brain. But most of the time, he was the one who gave ideas and i just correct the sentence. Hmm, then after that, OK already. I thought finish. Then when i was on the verge of sleeping, he smsed. I got a shock due to the vibration. LOL. Then when i was asleep. He called. LOL. Nvm lah. Anything for a friend. I'm not grumpy or anything.

 

Then i sleep. LOL.    ..  Then break fast!!!!!!!!

 

 

 

OHS well. Science paper was OK. As usual, chem questions are irritating. Overall, OKAY lahs. Do-able. Manageable. OK-able. Haha.

Geog paper was a disaster. Question of simple logic such as the what would happen if there is overpopulation in a country. Guess what. I was stuck. 8 marks question and only a short answer. Pathetic. And darn, there's this 3 WHOLE freaking question which i saw before and i didn't even bother to attempt it. WTH. Infomation overload.

 

Okok. Somebody cried due to her paper. I don't actually know what to say. Whther to be angry or to comfort her. But all i can say is, reorganize everything. Don't just keep studying, u'll end up stressing urself out girl. Chill.

 

Anyways, i had some conflict with someone. SHEEESH. and when i had my afternoon nap, i dreamt that i fought with the person. It wasn't me. Its you. When i woke up i was like, very darn tired. Maybe its due to fasting month but then, maybe i wasted my energy in my dream, shouting at the person. Such a waste of prcious energy which cud be used somewhere else. I don't have time for this with a million things i'm doing.

 

And so, math paper tml. hmmmm, great.

 

 

 

Love me Love me.

OK yeah. Yeah yeah. Singapore Idol. Yeah. Yeah yeah yupp.  Hady won. His voice won . Ha. Congrats.

 

Anyways,

 

yeah. hmm, long time. Ok, what crap. I'm not thinking while i'm writing this. So, this is what i feel.

 

If its over let it go and come tml it will seem so yesterday. I'm just a bird who's already flown aaway.Laugh it off let it go and when u wake it will seem so yesterday. Haven't u heard thati'm gonna b ok.

Why u still try to be the one ?

 

 

 

 

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UPDATES: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM !! I LOVE YA !

 

OMG, there's this cat which i stuck inside the drain. Now who the hell did this to the poor cat. Its CRUEL.

 

I was pissed on THAT day. REALLLY. I almost breakdown thinking that how dare he thinks that i won't make it coz i'm from WGS. HEY! I'm PROUD to say that i am VERY PROUD to be in the school because this school give chances to people who WANT to succeed and WHO WANT to be a BETTER person in life although they did something wrong in the past. YES, like candice said, the past doesn't equal to the future and do not let other ppl opinion become a reality. CERTAINLY, i won't let what he said affect me. I really wanna thank him for knocking  some sense into my brain. It made me more confident. I'm going to prove  the whole world wrong that i can !  The best kind of revenge is to be  SUCCESSFUL.

Let them take back thier words.

 

WOW. THAT DAY, was really emotional. Many pupils found the courage to go out and voice thier feelings infront of the audience. It really takes courage to stand out there. I salute them. They started saying things that was really really sad and i started to cry because i felt that i haven't done enought to my parents. I hugged my mum in the hall and cried. She said she forgived me a long time ago and don't cry. It made me mpre guilty. From now on, i wanna treat my mum as how she tyreated me when i was young. I'm going to give her the luxury of life. And for dad, eventhough ur not home for most of the time, i noe that you are finding a living. I undersatnd. And i will you both of you the best of what i can be. I PROMISE.

 

Family. I really love them. Although we may have our differences but what really matters at the end of the day is the love that we shower to each other. Friends; in my opinion, friends will tell you the truth no matter how bad they can be. They will bring you down but slowly, they will also bring you up. I have excellents friends around me and my classmates are GREAT! I love them. And my teachers, they are the BEST!! It made me think that they have done lots for us but we never seem to see them. We just complain.

 

Last Friday, there have been many changes. My classmates didn't sleep at class during SS. They even asked questions. They are also more hardworking and i wish them all the best. I'm going to give my 100% in whatever i do.

 

I WILL GIVE MY 100% !

OKAY. Danny man set up this trap where we must tell him ALL our probs abt family, friends, schools, teachers, parents. And this prob was eventually linked to us, students. I dunno how he did it but his mood swings so unpredictable. He was cheerful, sad, cheerful, angry, emotional, cheerful. HOW did he do that? Its a MIRACLE. He can change emotions so easily. And this lead to our parents. Made me think. I didn't cry at first lah, i tried to hold back my tears, i really did. Then got this very sensitive part then suddenly, tears rolled down and wet my sketchbook. I just couldnt hold back. I was thinking, i kinda took things for granted. And i'm determined to ask my mummy to come to sch tml and see what happens.

 

And sooo, Candice; was our group first's time doing the punishment. Sorta bending leg halfway with hand touching your ears.  MY GOODNESS,halfway thru i cud feel that my legs was going to give way , very numb. But then, friends encourage us and we managed to finished it. Total of 100 i think? So wobbly that i think when walking can fall down like a toddler learning to walk. Ramesh; one word; HUMoROUS. Loved it.

 

Hmwks to be done. Letters for parents tml. Goals and where you wanna go...

 

How come things are like this ?

 

 

 

Yeah  . SO OK. The course was INDEED funn. OKOK, so my mind is OPENED>. It was NEVER what i have expected. What i expected was there's going to be this boring man who is starting his one man show, standing infront of us for 8 hours, talking to us abt motivational stuffs and the part where i go to my dreamland. BUT NO. It turned out to be funnnn. HOORAY.

The speaker was very engaging. I remembered  i laugh until my mouth was like so numb hat when i close my mouth so painful. THATS the extent of the whole thing.

 

Mother Theresa and Mona Lisa suddenly change to Papaya and Banana. The name not nice lahh. Then there's this latecomers must do pushups. I really enjoyed Mr Ramesh's speech. Its more humurous and interesting. Mr Danny; yeah, heard abt u being ... IS it TRUE?? Candice; SPEED READING? does it even work?? How come when i read fast fast i cannot remeber what i read? Issit sumthing wrong with me ? NO i dun think SO ! ANyways; i really had loads of funnn .

Ok so. I didn't noe that Chee Cheng is a sexy pole dancer. HAHAHHAHAHAHA. Ok, so its not really a pole he was dancing to but it was soooooooo sexy . BAHHAHHA.

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 Ok but one thing. Ummm, had a misunderstanding with a friend. friend share happines and woes together not just the happy thing. Its so selfish of the friend if they just share happines with u but not the woes. Friend wun say i wun listen to ur probs due to some exams. Friend dun say shut upto a friend.   :)

 

Ok, this is esp for you friend. I know its crap but wth. Just want u to get this message to you. CHEERS  .

 

 

 

Is it just me? or is the msn out of order? I can't seem to log in and its begin to irritate me. OHS WELL.

Anyways,

Today was the English Prelims. BOO. I think i'm gonna flunk it like hell. (I hope not .. please please please). I did the situational writing first coz it seemd kinda long but i managed to finished it in 50 minutes. Which was 5 min late. Then it all happened. There's this freaking topic which i can't even think. It was like a brain block or something. I dunno what kind of things i can learn (sumthing like that) neither can i think abt o bedience. And so, at first, i was thinking like wth. Then kept redoing and redoing until i did the describing topic. What i wrote was BORING that it was such a horrendous bore sitting there. The paper 2, HAIYOH. Finished SO EARLY. WHATS HAPPENING. I can't concentrate sitting there.

 

While the others got to go home, we had to go for the emaths things. Umm, pass fail ? Leave it for you ppl to think. Haha. Was so sleepy and tired during the math thingy that i kept nodding of to sleep but managed to control myself not to. Hee. Then went home and sleep. I missed watching the golf due to maththingy.. The Barclays at Sentosa Cove. I've been watching it faithfully. Ppl who think that golf are boring are absolutely wrong! Its fun to see how they missed the put and thier reactions.  And i gained some knowlege abt the grass. HAHA. And what is 'bogey' ?? BOGEYMAN ??

 

AND NOW, can't sleep. Think gonna make this time to study. I guarantee tml the workshop gonna be very sleepy coz its going to start at 8 am to 9 pm. I need a miracle to stay awake. So, the paper says have to keep an open mind abt the course. Well.

Due to the course, maybe cannot study for the prelims. THEN HOW ?

OPENING my mind right now .. opening .. opening ..

I gueess its open.

Or maybe not.

 

 

MY GOODNESS>

Many things kinda happened today. Just wished that i did not do the things that i did. Really regreted them. So how now ? What happen ?

How come he's sucha flirt ? Boys like you never change. It was insecurity that made you run it wasnt me. OHS WELL. what happened today will be so yesterday. SO YESTERDAY LAH BOY. If it's over let it go and come tomorrow it will seem. So yesterday.
Let it go and when you wake up it will seem. So yesterday.

Haven't you heard you're so yesterday.

 

I'll keep u my dirty little secret. 

one day u'll just be another regret.

 

She says it FATE.

But i say its just pure coincidence. There's NO WAY it can be fate. Eventhough i always saw him like a few times more. Naahhhhh ..

 

Anyways .. been catching up on my studies. Its a way of shocking my brain with electric. Haha. When i read, then i remember the points. Its been a longgg time since i last read on Singapore; Merger and seperation. And its been 3 days i've been studying that topic but its still not completed. How pathetic. I really really really hope Sri Lanka would come out. PLEASE !

 

So yeah, yesterday. Went to school. FOR FUN. Haha. Yeah. you heard it correctly. Whoever heard of going to school for funn when its the hols. Actually, i haven no intention whatsoever to go to sch for this one whole week. but someone asked me to teach a sub. Do i have a choice? I can't possibly turn down unless i have a good reason. The school; so empty. Except for some ppl with their cca. The emptiness. Blah blah blah. Oh gosh. There's this cute toddler who waved at me yesterday. He's a neighbour kid. Well, he's so cutee and adorable. And i love the little kidd so muchhh .

 

Got shouted again by Miss Girlfriend eh? Pity you.

Lets keep this; our dirty little secret.

 

Who have to know?

 

 

 

 

Wee heeee ..

Just finished playing Super Taxi Driver. My bro introduced the game to me. Haha. Got kinda addicted aldy. In the game, you can be one hell of a crazy taxi driver and send ur passengers with a mighty bang on the buildings. Haha, it can even explode in the gas station. I lost control of the taxi and it went straight into the river. The passenger was like, drowning with his hand struggling. So funny the animation. So funn. Really relief me of my stress. I think gonna try and play again later. Wee heee ~

 

Oh yeah.

Thanks for sending me home eventhough ur gf started to scream in ur ear. OUCHIES. No biggies miss girlfriend; i'm not some despo neither am i a crackpot who will steal him away frm u. No no . I don't steal ppl bf. Thats evil. Tsk.  Although .. he's hot. HAHAHAHA. hot hot hot. WTH. No no. ITS WRONG. OK.

 

Diverting .. BLAH BLAH BLAH.

 

And now I hear you saying that you still adore me but if you think I'd ever get with you again than you can just BOO.

 

Okey .. i found this very HAHA.