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    July 30

    When the lights are dim

    I shall stop complaining about school.
    Even thinking about it makes me want to go to sleep.
     
    zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
     
    101 (exaggerated) things need to be done, constantly in my head.
    Counts from 101 to 1 and 1 to 101.
    BORING.
     
     
    With Love
    the stomach acid finds a new way
    to make you get sick
     
    July 28

    Never going back.

    Will update when i have the time and feel like it so in the meantime,
     
    see you around in school.
     
    or in woodlands.
     
     
     
    whatever matters.
     
     
     
    With Love
    Never looking back.
     
    July 19

    mixed signals and signs.

    Let's start with TGIF.
    It was really THANKgif. After all the hectic mondays - fridays, friday is the day to look forward to. (& on thursday too =)) After school, someone had an impromptu plan to go cwp, which is like so shocking, told her to go home but she's so stubborn. Hurhur. Anyway, splurge ABIT although i felt like buying more things that day, but i controlled myself. Once or twice is enough. She said i'm so high maintenance which is, only i know the ans. HEH. We should do this often. (Not as in often - when i have the bucks, HEH)
     
    Went to school early in the morning on Saturday - which is like so sad but what to do. Heh. Its for theatre project, thr's a play on Tuesday. I thought i already memorised my lines but when i tried acting out today, it was haywire and i even forget my lines. I really wonder how actors/actress memorise their lines. It must be hell for them trying to remember word for word. The worse part is, i can't get into the mood of being a mother in the play because my mind wasn't really on the play. Went from library to amphiteatre to Mensa to bookshop. After that, went back home and have a nap and the nap itself was GOOD.
     
    In the afternoon, went out with Liyana and Farhan to watch The Dark Night. HE wanted to watch at AMK hub but he can't/don't know how to book the tickets online which is like soooo (i got nothing to say), and i wanted to go somewhere other than cwp. Haiyo. In the end, we just watch it at cwp. At first, i wasn't INTO watching batman because i don't find it interesting. (I didn't even watch the trailer for The Dark Knight). But then, with the appearance of Joker, you'll guareented to be hooked to it. It's so damn awesome, worth evry penny spent. After that, went for dinner at McD. The double cheeseburger was heavenly. HAHA. (That's because i'm already very hungry and i haven't eaten McD in ages due to busy-ness) Its beeen such a long time since i catch up with them and it felt good. We talked abt (fill in the blanks). & somehow, WE suggested going to watch The Mummy (the one where Brendan Fraser is in with Jet Li) with his (fill in the blanks). It's so going to be a big drama if it REALLY happen. Heh. We should do this more often.
     
    My bro just cam back from vivo and he bought those tiny kinder bueno chocolates from chocolate empire. The chocolate is soooo nice and somehow he left the whole bag here in my room, if they're not going to take it in the next 5 minutes, i'm gonna finish it. Heh.
     
    With Love
    All the king's horses
    July 17

    twist and tell the truth

    This lj of mine is like soo dead. (Yes, that's right, i have an lj.) That's because i don't have any emotional rollercoaster in my life right now. Not now anyway. Not that i want one. Hope that i won't be in any kind of rollercoaster anytime soon because even if i am, i'd too busy to be paying attention to me, myself and i. I do really hope that i can be spent more time on myself, its not because i'm vain or whatsoever but its been such a long time since i shower myself with love, yes love. Loving myself would be doing what i like/love most. But, i'm happy when i just see my green pencil. Heh. =)

    But the world is not ideal. An ideal world would be where, love will take over hate and everybody get's thier way. That's just my opinion anyway. These past few days, i have been thinking. Should i or should i not. There's a point where i have really made up my mind that "i shouldn't", just to keep seeing or doing the things that i like most because when its around, my defenses go, its like, there's hope. And now, i'm contemplating whether i should or shouldn't. Give it time, people say. But time is never enough. Therefore, there's a deadline to everything. I guess the only thing is to distract myself from doing the things i like most. (This don't have to do with showering myself with love or else i'll be contradicting myself over and over).
     
    I miss talking to Becky coz she's not in school for the past few days. Not that i don't talk to people but talking to her is a whole different kind of enviornment. See you in school Becky.
     
    So, cheer up people when its beyond belief.
     
    Hee. =)
     
    With Love
    Cry faithlessness
    Then just have a little faith
    July 14

    Crash World.

     Started my day horribly. & no, its not apfs. I went out of the house a wee bit early because i anticipate thr's going to be a massive jam. & by massive, its really massive. Like thr's an elephant on the road. The queue for 168 was like, so long that i decided to take the bus that goes to tamp. I went to line up and saw the bus coming but the queue wasn't even moving, just to find out i'm in the wrong lane. Great. However, i just took the bus because i THOUGHT it going to the same lane as the other bus, but only to find out it went right. Alighted and took the opp bus, went back to wdls interchange and took 168. Which is like WTH. Should hv just stood there. Luckily for me, i wasn't late for class. Or else, idk what to say.
     
    APFS was like (insert your own word). Then rush to comp lab to print out FPQA report & saw stalker there, and no, its not Syu's stalker. So red like Esther. Apparently, Zara 'flirted' with him. Laugh here, laugh there. LOL. Then went to buy lunch and had NLS, after NLS, took pics with the Birthday Girl. Then FI lab was quite okay. The chocolate milk made me have stomachache. Someone turned 18 today. More wrinkles alr. & someone have a new hp. Woohoo.  
     
    Happy 18th Birthday, Esther. !
     
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    (Her oh-so beautiful pose)
     
    May all your wishes come true, and may you find the love of your life. HEH.
    How many u can choose from? 4, oh, don't forget to include (fill in the blanks)
     
     
     
    With Love 
    i can, not meet you.
    i can meet anybody else but you.
    but, why you?
     
    July 12

    Theraupetic chains of events

    I was supposed to be either sleeping in or go watch a movie today. But since there is cat project to do, i, or rather, everyone had to sacrifice their Saturday to do projects. As if going to school for 5 days isn't enough. Heh. Which is kind of sad. Boo-hoo. But what to do. Things have to be done, deadline have to be met. Or else, good luck to us. I kept having the same kind of dreams over and over again. The kind of dream where you wouldn't even want to think about it when you're awake or just daydreaming, the kind of dream where, you wake up, then sleep again just to continue the dream, wake up again and continue the dream again.The truth was, i woke up kinda late to meet them at 12pm because i kept snoozing the alarm for like eons times, because i was just too tired to drag my feet out of bed partly because i'm tired. There's a fine line between tiredness and laziness. Finally, woke up with a backache.
     
    Without having my breakfast, went out and went to buy something frm cwp. I wanted the choclate malt drink. I have been finding that drink since last Friday. Its either sold out or they probably discontinued it, which is unlikely. Went to meet for the project. I edited things for FPQA report in school and i don't rmber whr i saved it. When its 5 minutes to closing time, i tried my best to find the file but to no avail. In the end, just leave it and now i had to re-edit again. So fun. In the end, went cwp - alone. Sad right. Heh.
     
    So many things have happened these past few days. Shall not say it here. No point dwelling on it anyway, that's the whole point. Not to think about it anymore. Anyway, Singfest's tix is like $300 which is like sooo ex and there's going to be Panic at the Disco, which is like, too bad for me because the tix is too ex.
    Heh.
     
    With Love
    Million to one.
    July 10

    Got everybody starstruck

    If you guys noticed, i have deleted an entry "That Green Gentleman". I find it irrelevant anw, and edited something on the post about "His Recycled Speech". Not that its a dramatic change but i just deleted a line. Oh well. It's not that important.
     
    Anyway, idk what to say. Syu seem kind of angry the whole day, so i didn't talk to her, very scary. Oh well.
     
    With Love
    It could be something more
    in my mind
     
    July 06

    His Recycled Speech.

    I went to my brother's school speech day yesterday. We needed to be seated by 830am which is like, i need to wake up so early in the morning on a saturday. In the end, i went because my brother was going to give a some thank you speech because he is the head councillor. (Which is like sooo unbelieveable)
    If he's not giving a speech i wouldn't even think of going. There was this GOF parade thingy, quite interesting because i didn't bother going to my sec school speech day. The whole thing was quite long with the speech from the principal and guest of honour. Then came the award ceremony. & lastly my bro's speech. Surprisingly, he didn't stutter. Or else i would have laughed at him at my seat and this will become the butt of all jokes with me and my other brother for the next 5 years. Evil, yes.
     
    After that, went to Johor. HAHA. i didn't even know we were going to johor. Met up with the aunties at checkpoint and the rest is history. Came back from johor just to find out there's a jam. Tsktsk. Decided to eat at checkpoint and saw that the jam was quite long. There was a lollipop man, (as my bro calls it) on the road. Not bad for a lollipop man. Heh. After that, watch lotr part 2 because i love the fights and legolas is cute, thr's no denying it. HAH. Okay, i'll stop my nonsense now and continue with my stuff. Looking forward to Supernatural on TV3 at 1030pm. Hurhur. The things that keep me sane from school.
     
    My Family.
     
    My friends.
     
    Woodlands. (So true)
     
    CSI.
     
    Green.
     
    My green pencil.
     
    Sleep.
     
     
     
    BYE.
     
     
    With Love
    Meaning of love, loss
    and loneliness