WOW ! Really, in a sarcastic way do i feel happy right now. Happy that i got blown off  infront of the class.

FYI, i am NOT committed in any kind/form of relationship

 

Assembling, was too fustrated to listen to what he was talking abt, all i know was ..

 

 

I'm MAD with the WHOLE WORLD when i don't have the right to be !

I'm so in the wrong. I'm so sorry if i neglected all of your feelings just because of my selfish feelings.

 

Anyways, P.E time; got hit my the soccer ball right on the stomach. The impact was so hard seh. I practicallyl cannot stand straight and i rested on the audience's bench. Seeing at how the girls play, they can really win the match tml again CCSS.

 

Physics choice; even the calculator is against me. My claculator broke and now i have to spent money on buying a NEW calculator which maybe in the rang of 20 dollars.

 

Tml Physics test, i won't want to fail coz i won't want to sit outside the class. Hell no. No no. No thanks. So, i'll just be studying later on ..

 

 

 

Why did that Mr McDonalds Guy forget to give me my Fillet ??

 

I'll be waiting for my McFlurry soon.

 

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I wanna watch the LAKE HOUSE !!

 

But it seems like nobody wanna watch.

 

HMMPH !

When i'm writing this entry 1400, i am feeling very HUNGRY !

 

I can't be hungry coz i'll be very SAD !

I need my FOOD!

 

Actually, i'm waiting for the rice to cook and the fish to defrost so that i can cook for me later. My specialities only. Hehe.

 

Maths; The second question don't know how to do already .. was like giving up ..

 

History; TEST ! Lucky i can do. Haha. I studied OK! And to ermm, he say he wanna copy mine but cannot see my handwriting, SORRY lahh. Next time i let u see, if there's ANOTHER nest time.  Heee .

 

Later at 1900 must go to the talk about poly or JC.

 

 

Went to the seminar thing. Was abit late when arrive at the hall. It was abt 1915 but then it haven't started yet. When we went to the hall, many ppl were eating so we eat lahh. Haha. Good timing. I was hungry. We only eat the cheese bread. DELICIOUS SEH. HAHA.

SO, 1930 sharp, the talk started. The first talk was interesting. I kept giving comments abt the parenting thins. The second talk, about RP .. hmm, the lecturer talked too fast but overall dunn lah. Maybe coz he was rushing to other place. The third talk abt IJC was, OK LAH.

After the talk, EAT AGAIN ! Haha. First, we talk a plate full of cheese bread. DELICIOUS SEH ! Then secondly, we took MEE and a raisin bread. Haha. Still haven't full yet so i take a second serving. Haha. Actually, i haven't full yet, i wanted to take a third serving but .. enough is enough. Don't eat too much. We eat outside the hall so that they cannot see we eat the food. Haha. Then the N3 girls, took back some food home. SO FUNYY! They kept taking the food and stuffing in the plate. Haha.

 

After eating, went to cwp. Decided to go Popular to find something but it was closed. AWW .. i thought cwp was supposed to close at 2300 but by 2100, almost every shop close. NONSENSE. Then, we went to the cinema for fun and went back home.

 

Now, i'm enjoying the McFlurry ice cream. =)

 

 

 

Mass Run; 3 rounds. Early in the morning, i felt like no mood and energy to run BUT when i ran, its like i can't stop running! Then, my friend told me to slow down, she pulled my hand and i stopped. But i feel like, there's too much energy in me so i just ran. I really have no idea why ..

 

MT; talk crap to Liyana. HAHAHAHAHA. She so irritated by me.

 

Physics; the teacher was like .. scolding and like in bad mood seh. So scary. He say if we not interested, we should just go out and not waste his time. our choice to study and his choice to teach. When he angry ah, very scary seh. Its like the whole building can collapse. Seriously.

 

LCD; change in group. Now me not with the 'RAPERS' not 'rappers' but rape r They are the nonsense grp of all, a skit on integrity about cheat, rape, AIDS and abortion.  HAHA. My old group like to talk crapp that i was so angry with them and one time, i wanted to leave them but then, hmm, things do change. Now, different grp, new beginning. YEAH RIGHT. I'm still the same old me. My new members, interesting ppl. Interesting topic abt Grace and Dignity.

 

History; was like CHAOS! Somebody threw a paper ball on my table and when i opened it, it was blank. Then i decided to write 'I LOVE YOU' ang give it to somebody. HAHAHA. oh yeah, i got a chocolate. Hehe. But i don't eat chocolate frequently lah. I want sweets now.

 

It was like this,

Me: I LOVE YOU

Someone write: I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU LOVE ME

 

blah blah blah.. got this poem summore. 

 

Last, 'I ditch you at this very moment'

Reply: Actually, i was playing with your feelings

Me: I ditch u first. I actually have many bfs.

 

Of course, it was just a JOKE. I told him not to take it too serioulsy. HAHAHA

 

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Today was such a joy for me.

I don't know why.

Maybe a new grp with interesting ppl ?

I guess. =)

 

English Prelim Oral was today. The reading passage, the picture and the first conversation was about SNAKES ! I was quickly reminded of the fake rubber snake incident at class. Ppl usually tried to scare me with the snake and i got a shock of my life. They so badd seh. I can still remember. I told abt the snake incident at the teacher. At first, i was very nervous but then, the teacher was like my long lost friend seh. I talk to her like we have never seen each other for years and we're catching up on old times. Haha. This is the first time that i enjoyed to talking to a teacher. And i hope that i can pass lah. Who doesn't. The second conversation was about "Is knowledge a good thing?" Something like that. And the first sentece i say was "Yes. Singapore emphasised much on life long learning and schools are trying to develop that in students" I was so shocked when i said that. I couldn't believe myself. HAHA. I even said something abt Thailand. I was like a totally different person at that point of time!

 

My leg so itchy seh! Yesterday went to Labrador park got bitten my mosquitos. So evil seh!!

 

These few days, i have been getting those weird weird msg seh! I don't even know who is the sender seh! WHAT THEY WANT? You ppl stop msging me when i have bf issit? SHEESH. Don't care LAH.  

 

 

 

 

 

 

Chemistry; YAY! My first time doing an experiment alone without the help of someone. I feel this sense of accomplishment. YEAH! I managed to understand and do the experiment. Physics; as usual, FUNNY LAH. "Blow on the paper, and sit on it for one night then you can see the words on the paper" .. something like that.

English; did summary hmwk. During the first part of the period, i was looking at Racial Harmony photos. Math; did a practice exam paper frm an all girls school. I don't know how to do alot seh. I spent 15-30 mins trying the questons and the rest of the period, i was doodling on the paper, dreaming, looking at ppl and looking at the scenary.

 

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I have this feeling today, its such an undescribable feeling.

Its like, you are in the concert of the year, packed with people.

But when it ends, you are left alone in the room,

searching and looking for something,

that even you yourself don't know.

Then, you leave the room in despair,

wandering around helplessly.

A thousand faces we'll choose to ignore.

 

Please understand.

After school, Physics Practical - The reacher today didn't keep shouting at people. Its kinda relaxing for a moment but suddenly it become tensed coz ppl were busy trying to finish the practical at the allocated time. Hmm.. i hated physics practical coz i always don't know what they want at first and sometimes the setting up and doing the practical. AHHHHH !! At least chem practical is better, just adding chemicals and now i mastered opening the bunsen burner. HAHHA.

 

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When all that you wanted
And all that you have
Don't seem so much
For you to hold on to
For you to belong to

 

 

ummm .. if anyone gave me a bracelet, please own up. Don't remain anonynomous.

 

I received it via my mailbox, a 'MAP', i thought it was some kind of a joke so i asked my little bro to go and play treasure hunt.

 

Ermm, there's also a poem. Hmm, just own up.

 

 

 

Thanks .

Band Concert was awesome!

 

I was lucky that i went to the concert. At first, didn't felt like going but, hmm, somebody managed to ask me to go. Support my friends who is in band what ... I met my primary school friends! Haaha, some of them, physically, changed lah but they are still my friends no matter what they look like. Its been a long time since i met them and haha, had fun talking to them and disturbing them. Esp the Macho man and the Tall girl. HAHAHAHA.

 

There was also some band members dancing. Haha, it was like they didn't practice the dance. It was like a last minute dance thing. HAHAHAHA ..

 

Overall, it was great. :)

 

 

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This is like the best ever Racial Harmony in my life. 5N1 have the 100% people wearing the costume in the entire school. WEEEEE .. Then, the teacher asked ALL of us to stand up so that we can show our costume to the whole school and it was amazing!

 

Went back to class, first period was Geog, went to canteen for the lesson oz the teacher say only one period .. nonid go up. Instead of doing our work, we have a photo taking session. Haha. With the geog ppl and the relief teacher as well as Mr Justin. After all the photo taking, we resumed our work but then it ended with the bell ringing.

 

English, Ms Chia was having an oral with Wei Kee and we were told to do some worksheet. This is where the fun begins .. a few minutes later, ppl were starting to take photos. Then the class turned noisy, Ms Chia said that if we noisy again, the cameras would be confisicated. Haha. They keep saying 'SSSHHH' Take many pics sehh .

 

Social Studies last two peirods, have a debate between the boys and girls. The girls won the best speaker but the boys won the debate. BOO ! .. Hahaha.. Joking.. Then, after school, took some pics with Ms Lim and other classmates. So funn!! We were like finding ppl to take pics with and i managed to take with everybody. This is going to my memory book. YAY !

 

Here are some pics ..

 

for more, you can ask me or wait until i update my friendster. :)

 

(i'd rather u ask me)

 

I'm like in cloud nine .. i took a pic with the blue baju kurung smile.

 

 

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Hmm .. tml me going to the band concert. I wonder what to expect.

 

 

My decision.

 

I just made this decision 10 mins ago.

 

 

Giovialita.

Started the day with Mass Run (BOO!). I felt kinda sleepy and very lethargic today. Really have no mood to even run but i have to force myself to do so, if not must run extra round so better choose the easy way out. Haha. However, i was forced to run by Diyana. She pulled my hand so that i can run but i always stop. Haha. Snce school close, my physical standard really dropped down. Its such a drastic drop. Hmm . Too bad.

 

Anyways,

 

MT: SO-SO

Geog: There was a test and hmm, i heard that they can't finish it but i managed to finish it but i heard that i did misinterpret the question. So disappointing.

LCD: ANother skit, the gossip mongers but hey, haha the gossip very nice to hear.

Social Studies: Very interesting. The teacher bought some traditional clothes for the people to wear tml for the Racial Harmony Day. The there's this competition thingy, the group were given 3s for one grp member to come out but hmm . They thought i was the first one because i went to the teacher's table but no, i went to the toilet. Haha. When i came back from the toilet, i found that my group got a -3 marks. Hmm, but later on i went to answer and the mark was back to 0. But then -3 AGAIN and at last we only got 2 marks. LAST GROUP. GENIUS. So much for the name.

 

There was Math Choice after school. Ppl were trying out traditional clothes. They borrowed frm the classmates off course. As for me, Wendy borrowed mine. Hmm, this year, i think the class would have a 100% ppl wearing traditional clothes well maybe except for one? I dunno. Well, the last year already.. gonna have to be abit sporting. Must make it a memorable one.

 

Went home with Suyin ..

 

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Yeah. And so, it happened. AGAIN.

 

Physics, the teacher kept shouting and shouting, "Is this how i teach you to do the graph!" Some ppl's graph were small and was weird. Hmm. Coz they started from zero. Those who do wrongly were being shouted at. Haha. Scary seh. Actually, my graph suppose to start from zero, but i hide my graph so that he cannot see. HAHA. Really man, my hand was like shaking. His shouts were so earth shattering. Next time, i must consult my friends before doing my Physics hmwk.

 

Chemistry. BORING.

English. SO - SO

 

Math. Do wroksheet. No complains. Actually, i was having a fun time doing the questions. Weird huh.

 

After school, went to causeway point with my friend. We were window shopping. I planned to buy this nice bracelet for ME. HAHA. Since nobody wanna buy for me. :P

Anyways, there's this guy who played hide and seek with me. Everywhere i go, he sure would pop out from somewhere. Hmm, but he's not my cuppa tea.

 

We had lunch at Pizza Hut, SSHHH . My friend treat me. THANKS ! Another guy, this weirdo, he sat with this two girls, but keep looking behind. SO IRRITATING SEH.When i looked back, he look infront back. WHAT THE . LIKE HELLO, have u ppl nothing better to do ?

 

Those weirdos.

 

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You walked along the corridor.

With those smile of yours.

I almost drown in that eyes of yours,

But reality slapped me hard.

 

Don't look at me like that.

 

 

School today seemed kinda short. Maybe due to P.E and 3 periods of English as well as no emaths, felt so relaxing. Missed one period of geog coz we didn't know that we had to meet Ms Yati at the geog room. So we ended up sitting at Home Economics table, playing game. After that, someone told us that Ms Yati was waiting at the Geog room. Then, ppl were panicking and ran up to the room. Haha, they scared get scolding. Haha. Me too.

 

Assembly. Today's assmebly was about Racial Harmony. I agree 100% there is not wrong having a relationship with someone of other race coz they love each other what. Its not good to break up a couple who is in love. Hmm.. This is called inter race-relationship. (I think so) Haha. Anyways, there's this irritating duo behind me and liyana, they kept disturbing us. SLAP YOU THEN YOU KNOW. HAHA. Kept smiling and smiling and smiling. I thought i said no smiles ! Hmm.

 

Listening Compre. The paper was manageable. Answerable. Decent questions. HOWEVER, its RIDICULOUS having to wait for 1 hour before the actual paper started. We got ready in the class at 0415 but it started at 0500. Then, have to wait. SO BORING. That time slot is usually my nap time, so when i was in the class, i dozed off for a while. Luckily nobody saw me. Haha. The teacher in charge was funny seh. He said to dig out the ears so that we can listen properly. HAHA. And his jokes were dot dot dot .

 

This coming Friday. That time of the year. Racial Harmony. I don't know what i'm going to wear!! Its always been like this every year. HAAAAAAAAAAA !

 

So tiring. Got home at 0700. No choice LAH. This one whole week except Friday will be going back LATE due to choice lessons. SO TIRED SEH. Sometimes i cannot take it. Too stressful. Body aching. Wishing anybody can comfort me but i don't think there's anybody willing ..

 

 

Don't smile smile smile at me too much.

I'll drown in that eyes.

I scared i fall for you LEH !

If that happens, THEN HOW ?

Don't smile too much at me leh.

 

Ur smile so eye-catching.

 

I scared i fall for you leh.

 

HAHA .

Haha.. Today was LCD lesson but one of my group members didn't come. I thought that we can postpone it till next week but then the teacher said something about planning to fail and whatsoever and i was like .. yeah yeah like we know that he's going to absent himself. And this guy eh, he kept smiling and smiling like saying serve u right leh, so i said stop smiling but he kept smiling. ISHH. So we began on a last min script. We asked to be excused from the other's grp presentation so that we can discuss an well, i must say it turned out pretty well with no gliches. I think. The script; we just go with the flow. HAHA.

 

History, teacher didn't come. Liyana sat beside me and kept disturbing me. She sang this wedding song with sumone's name in it. SHEESH. I worry if ppl hear. SO embarassing.

So, tml's have graph test. I think. SHould be. So later i'm preparing myself. Just looking through and hope that i have brain recovery. Hope some of it goes into my head.

Math Choice. Wasn't looking forward to it, too tired lah. I just wanna lie down and sleep and dream; take me somehwre woorry free; somewhere far. Haiz.. Today's tuition was boring except for this statement.

 

Tutor: Oh yeah, next week no tuition.

My bro: YEAH (behind her)

Me: WOOHOO (in my heart)

HAHAHAHAHHA. like u care.

 

 

 

 

 

I had m.t oral. I felt like it was badly done. I'm so disappointed. When i came out of the room, i felt that i knew that i can do better. This is not my best. But its too late. You can't keep looking back, its time to move on no matter how it is. The teacher was like. ARGHH . She kept rolling her eyes and she actually yawned infront of me! At that time, i really felt so SAD! Its like, she's not interested to conduct the examination and this really affect my mood. I really am displease with myself.

 

He really had me on. I thought he had no gf. He really know how to keep the secret; but sorry to say that some things are meant to be out in the open. I know my limit now and to you, u can stop flirting now. Coz its all out in the open and i have had enough. So its time to move on.

 

and YAY .. i have moved on !

 

So now its the time .. think abt sumthing else. What does that eye contact means anyways? Be honest with me will you people? Don't leave me hanging for an answer coz i'm dying to know.

 

and yeah .. to those who wanna add me as a friend to ur friendster, feel free to do so ok? Lizzie_Lynn@hotmail.com

 

What i have been thinking:

Whats that eye contact all about ? ? ?