I can guarentee its going to be the first and last time that Esther, Zara and Syu is coming to Woodlands. (YAY, because i can have all the peace to myself here.) Hehe. Anw,  met them at cwp to buy the stuff needed for the cooking, Tortilla Espanola or is it Potato Espanola?, i remembered the other name was something something de patatas. Whatever the name is. So we got down to cooking, with Esther getting so oh - so emotional with her onions. ROFLOL. Then Zara and Esther had trouble with turning the whole thing upside down, so much so that we spend around 5 minutes trying to figure it out. But congrats to them. The end results, its nice of course. HAHA. But the sauce somehow was too sour for me. Had some lychees and watermelons for dessert.

 

 

 

Then slacked at my room with songs. Esther choose emo songs until Syu was getting all emotional. Why Syu? Why? Then they went back home. I THINK they must be really really really tired from the journey. hmmm . But they can't beat , my journey to school everyday. HAHA.

 

Just came back from cwp. (In which Syu said the the bus interchange looked like the one in Larkin) Its an underground Woodlands Regional Interchange Syu.

Then i saw a balloon. Was so shocked. Till idk what to say. Always see a balloon at cwp. I also don't know whats happening, never fail to make me sad.  Tsktsk.

 

 

 

Let's see if Zara, Esther & Syu is gonna mess up my kitchen tmr.

 

 

 

 

My condolence to a friend of mine.

 

"If you don't love those people, then how do you let them down?"

The more love that we have for a person, the more fear we have for letting a person down. Sometimes, there's no choice, but we just have to let them down, probably due to unforseen circumstances or, maybe even due to our earthly selfish desires, in which, if we see from another view, we love the person, but at the same time, it sounds as it we don't love the person. People are a walking contradiction. However, as much as we hate it (or love it) we have to do what we have/supposed to do, the blame's not on anyone though, its just how the way the world go round. 

When we know that something is going to hurt someone so bad, there's a point where we will sacrifice ourself, so that the person will not be let down. But in the process, we let ourselves down because we have to fulfil the other person's wishes. "Was it all worth it?' is the question we will ask ourselves. & the answer would always be, "Yes". Why is that? Because the person is someone who is dear to us which makes things even more worthwhile. What if you don't fulfil their wishes? Of course, you'll feel bad about it. The person will feel as thought they've been let down. But as time passes by, you'll think that it's just a passing phase where it'll soon fade. But will it really ?

Was it all too much or just not enough that we let the person down?

With Love
The walls lined the bullet holes
-Time to dance

Its a miracle that it wasn't raining frogs, coz the internet connection seem to be cork out like, forever. and ever. Got ready infront of the computer just to find out that the webpage cannot load. Screw. I was logged on to msn, find Esther's name but she's not online. I figured that she went to school super duper early in the morning, like how she planned on the previous day. Turns out she went to school at like 7+ (i think) & chiong to the library. & Becky said that the lib comp was full. Which is like, WHOA. Congrats to Essy. I bet she's the first one to send in her application. Right, Essy? ROFLOL.

 

It was the season finale for supernatural at ch5. OH WELL.. Should i, or should i not start watching season 3.

 

 

 

Lets start with yesterday. Went out to have lunch with Liyana, YT, MJ and QL at Seoul Garden. Woke up, without having breakfast because if i had breakfast, i won't get to eat my fill at Seoul Garden. Planned to meet Ms Lim but she cannot make it in the end. Miss her though. Anw, YT says we're going to eat till 4. So its like, 3 hours of stuffing your face with food there. Then there's the cooking "Fried Rice" competition where they would attempt to cook the most nicest Fried Rice. Of course, i don't take part in the 'competition'. I just judge the food. Hurhur. & to much surprise, YT, won the challenge. Walked around cwp for awhile and to my surprise_______________ Fill in the blanks.

 

I was like :O (not sleepy)

 

 

Okay, so, ppl were like talking about what kind of electives to take. Suddenly, somehow i heard someone say, "Listen to your heart". I was like, WHATT . Haha. No offence, but it reminded me of the song, "Listen to your heart" & "The heart never lies" by Mcfly. (The song very very nice cann) That's just me.

 

Yeah, follow your heart but what if its something you don't even like and you're forced to choose. How are you going to listen to your heart. Listen to your heart when you feel like quitting? Fat hope. I guess we'll just have to suck it up. Anw, my mind's alr set. Plan A or Plan B, its all the same. After this dip, i'm going to do what i want/like most. =) Which is _____________ Fill in the blanks. These days, i havent been getting 'real' sleep. Its either that i can't sleep OR somehow, i KNOW that i am sleeping, its feels like i just closed my eyes till morning. Which is kind of sad. I need sleep. i NEED the real deal coz it feels like i'm a walking zombie. I guess its just a passing phase. Or, idk? Its probably due to the subjet selection coz now i know that i can't avoid it anymore coz the date is drawing near. Usually when ppl talk abt what subject they want to take, i'll just turn a deaf ear, either that or it may be something else .

 

Relax people, frogs aren't raining from the sky neither is the internet connection is forever going to be cork up .

Chill . =)

 

 

 

 

PS Liyana, thanks for the watch! Kisses.

 

 

-Nothing Last Forever 

   

 

 

 

 

 

Went out for lunch with Becky coz yesterday was her birthday. *Happy Birthday song by click 5 singing in the background* So it was kinda like a belated lunch with her and Syu. Esther can't go out because the Matress Man is coming. (Sounds so soo wrong.) Congratulations Zara for your 11th month anniversary.  & Jon can't make it because he's working. So, left me and Syu. I went out quite late, 5 minutes late only. The 912 bus was soooo slow. Waited there for 15 mins. Must be the jam at the checkpoint. Tsk.

 

Met Becky at City Hall interchange. Syu was late. I want my teh ping eh Syu. I was late also, but i was late for 5 minutes only. Hee. So we proceeded to eat at LJS. And Becky was like giving this one dirty riddle/joke, i shadn't say here coz there's like this 15 year old girl (although she's 17 going on 18, in denial only. I saw or rather, heard something which was shocking but i shall not say here. HUAHUAHUAHUA) Went to walk around, going into sports shop just to see Ronaldo. & i must say, even the mannequins are looking hotter by the day. In conclusion, i had a great time today. =)

 

There's a reason for every little things that you do.

 

 

 

 

Term test is officially over. (eventhough on thursday, after ApFS paper, i slacked, but that's because FPQA is an open book test) The handphone's alarm woke up at 8am and i thought that i was late for FPQA test. I was like, "OH NO" and was thinking of taking the cab. Running here and there (idk why also), looked at my handphone and check my notebook for the test time. It took me quite awhile to absorb that FPQA starts at 11am. I panicked for nothing.

 

FPQA was, idk, okay? I was stunned at first. Writer's block. Haha. After about 5 minutes i finally managed to understand what the question want. It was actually very troublesome flipping the notes in the crampy seat. I would have preferred the venue to be in the classroom rather than an LT. Another reason was because, i think the person who sat behind me was very unhappy at the question because the person kept kicking my chair and i forgot what to write. Tsktsk. Nvm. NLS was horrible that i don't even want to think about it. ApFS, unexpectanly, fortunately, it was do-able.

 

After the last paper, we slacked at, guess where, in school. (w/o Syu coz she was in the back seat of the car with god knows who doing god knows what. ;) ) As if there's no other place to slack at. (Actually no place la, TM and CS is soo boring, that i could sleep even thinking about slacking there. HAHA) Went to ENG school for lunch and hurhurhur, saw the cute guy which i used to always see at the bus interchange. So, me and Zara planned to eat at the western shop BUT in the end, due to unforseeable circumstances, we ate at the Malay shop. Esther started to snap pics of Zara's cheek. & i must say, it was ________. Fill in the blanks. I just know you know it. (HA-HA) 

 

Oh oh oh oh, Esther said, "I want to show you shome shongs" We all burst into laughter and started to come up with new and innovative titles.

"Shomehwere only we know" and Zara started to sing.

I like this most, (by Essy)

 

 

Okay, so tmr is Tas birthday, but i'll just leave the wishes for tmr.

Note to Becky: I know the world's a broken bone, but melt you headache and call it home. :) (in response to your blog)

 

 

I was expecting it actually.

 

 

FI test was ___________. Fill in the blanks. I was sitting there, with an evil thought, " HAHAHA ZARA, no calculations." Not because i'm evil or what but before that we were talking abt what kind of questions would come out for FI. After that, back to the paper, 10 marks qns gone coz i change my Aspartame to Acesulame-K. Itchy hands. Nothing better to do. 20 marks questions, more fun. *sarcastic* I only remembered during the last 5 minutes of the paper and quickly write my ans. Great eh.

 

Okay, so there was me, sitting in the bus, looking all "oh i'm so bored kind of face", looking at the newpaper that the uncle sitting infront of me was flipping, all sorts of news, something abt Zoe says OK for acting as an Aunty at the age of 40, because she wanted to be versatile or somesort, and suddenly this one headline which caught my attention. "Paperclip scam blah blah blah" with this heart shaped paperclip picture. I was like, WTH. It was just a bloody scam and the students were not even frm temasek poly. Lucky for Zara she only donated 5 cents but me? Haiyooo. Nvm, take it as i lost the coins while walking along the road. This is the time when i can say to Zara, (Syu's favoruite line) " I think ah, we kena cheated"