I'm done with being annoyed - for today. Yesterday's lab was a nightmare well, except for SFP. Can you imagine having 2 lab sessions for 6 hours? By then 2nd lab session, i was getting pretty much annoyed because i was hungry as i haven't eaten my breakfast and lunch, we just construct models out of this straw and balls thing which was seriously annoying cause i didn't know some of the formulae, the lecturer told us that we were slow but in fact, we did it the first time round but she didn't check. So much for being slow. By this time, my bp was rising already but then someone made funny faces. The bus was terribly late to arrive and the 969 bus had soo many ppl queing up that i missed the first bus. The Kiasu ppl made me very very annoyed. I haven't even boarded the bus, the ppl who didn't line up begin to push me. I'd swore if i wasn't eating a sweet, i would have lost my temper. As a result, i have to stand from Tampines to Yishun with an aching back due to my heavy bag.

Everything seemed to go wrong yesterday.

 

I've finished reading the book, "If we kissed" by Rachel Vail. I soo lovee the story very much laa. Its humourous and lovable. But i don't really like the ending. I think that Charlie should be with Kevin instead of George eventhough Kevin is now her step brother. It doesn't matter anyway. To me - that is. Maybe to her, it matters. Haha. & i'm so gonna go to the library to borrow another of Rachel Vail's book probably on Monday.

 

I was very distracted during OBC lesson mostly because the lecturer kept saying " This is the Trans form .. trans form .. trans form .. " This had something to do with Chem of course but i kept thinking of today is the release of Tranformers.

 

I need my well deserved sleep, after all, my brain needs a rest too right ? & because of this, i haven't been thinking properly. Its a matter time before i become violent and start my plans to take over the universe. Need someone to take care of me, remind me to sleep early, have my breakfast and dinner and to just humor me. Any takers?

 

Anyways, been reading on a book titled, "If we kissed" and at the back page of the book states, "what would happen if we kiss" by author Rachel Vail which i borrowed just yesterday. I soo like the story very much and its like so sweet la the guy. Haha. I hope to finish it by tml in the bus coz i'd love to know what will happen next.

 

It'll be a miracle if i pass HAP, which is so impossible. So i think its either Amath or HAP. I'd jump of joy if i pass HAP rather than Amath but i'll be flying to the moon if i pass my Amath. So, whatever it is, saty calm and composed cause, it already happened.

 

& HURRAY! today is CSI day. 10pm. Channel 5.

 

 

 

 

"Let him talk to himself and we'll just copy."

 

 

 

Ok the title sounds lame, i know. -_-''

 

School today was ok. Since its only the first week of school, confirm there'll be no labs and tutorials, slack like nobody's business for the first week and its cathing up on the second week. SO, had two periods of OBC and it finished at 11 am.  Great (sarcasm) , only two hours of school and i have to travel from woodlands to tampines. Make a wave, woohhooooo, (note; sarcasm intended).

 

Anyways, met with a friend after school at cwp. Wanted to borrow books frm librabry but ended up having our breakfast/lunch together first at Banquet. Chatted and laugh like nobody's business. Went to the library to borrow storybooks since my bus journey would be wasted if i just sit there and stone. & my friend who know me, know that i don't read /watch sad books/movies. (coz i'll just be sad and depressed for the whole day). But anyways, i have this mood to read sad and depressing stories given the state that i'm in.

 

After borrowing books, i went home and put down my bag and off i went to Ikea. Haha, so, i travelled from woodlands to tampines, tampines to woodlands, woodlands to tampines and tampines back to woodlands. I'm soo lucky coz i'm using the concession pass. Haha. So, before heading to ikea, we went to courts for our lunch. again. I was practically day dreaming and i didn't notice that i have been staring at this guy and he was like so surprised and looked back. Haha. But, so sorry eh, it wasn't intentional. But, the guy was damn cute la. He's working at this food place as probably a food server? (note: not sure abt his occupation). As in seriously, he's one hot guy. haha

 

So, went back to Ikea and the place was just big la. Gigantic. Haha. Practically just toured the whole shop and fiddling with those unfamiliar everyday household items. Haha, as they say, curiosity killed the cat. But the cat didn't die la coz they have 9 lives. Haha, unless they are left with 1 life.

 

Ok, this is random. Remember to be decisive is the sentence of the day.

 

=)

 

 

tml start schooling aldy. I don't know how to feel, exactly.

 

So, i woke up early today coz i heard noises in the living room. It was my brother, he's back home after 3 days of camping. Oh well, the house became noisy again. Its becoming a trend where if either one of my brother go to camp the house will become quiet, and it BOTH of them go to camp, the house will become super duper quiett which is like a good thing. Haha. I'm so esposed to noise pollution everyday. WAHHAA, ok ok , thats exaggerating.

 

Anyways, went to Marina Square with mum coz we got the NDP tix!!! but its the preview day. But nonetheless, at least can go and watch the NDP at Marina Bay. So, i  knew how to go to MArina Square but how was i to know where's the linkway. I'm like, wh-what ?

So, me and my mum just went round and round in circles until we finally see this grp of army guys and we thought, hmm, they must be guarding the place. But then we lost them and got lost - again. Haha. So, around we go again and this time there's another group of army guys and we quickly catch up with them. & ta-da, we found the place. Thx to those army guys.

 

After that whole merry go round, went to bugis and eat and shop. Haha. Its still the GSS. If that whole merry go round and going to Bugis is not enough, we went to cwp. Haha, the whole day just walking around and catching up. Its actually a good thing la coz i can get my mind off certain things.

 

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star light, star bright

first star is see tonight

i wish i may, i wish i might

have a wish

i wish tonight.

 

 

i do wish to see a particular friend of mine from primary school.

 

 

It's not about what you say, its about what you do.

 

 

Okays -

 

so went to bugis today for shopping and i went there with my friend. Had a great time actually coz this is the first time in 3 years that we went out together. & i hope we can go out together again coz she's like so the best shopping partner. Yeah Dee, we'll go out again.

 

Yeah Dee, thx for everything that you tell me - & everytime i tried to move on, he's always pulling me back - again. I'm just so damn tired la. Things just have to turn out like this. If only i don't know, but then, at that point of time, i really really really wanted to know the truth. Now that i know, its so heartbreaking. But when one day when i really really have moved on, no i won't look back when i tell u what i think abt you. So the story goes, there's something you should know, but then i just HAD to walk away and blow the ending. If you're really truly not serious, forget about everything. even the memories.

 

 

So, what happens next ?

5N1 class gathering/dinner rocks. Its a night which will stay in my heart, mind and soul. Ok, it maybe exaggerated a little. Haha, but it will always remain in my mind. A memory. Some words are very hard to express it into sentences and therefore, i will not say much about the class gathering because if certain things are said, it will lose its charm.

 

I was quite rushed today because  was supposed to leave school at 9 am due to my mum's cousin marriage but i dragged until 11 am just to have breakfast. I was getting hungry already. Anyways, then went out of school and briskwalk up till woodlands ring pri badminton court and i ran from the 912 bus stop to my house and quickly get dressed.

 

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I'm kinda annoyed today, i have my reasons and i have no mood to write down what i'm annoyed with.

 

 

"it was just never meant to be"

 

 

 

 

I knew something today from a friend abt primary school stuff that happened way way long ago - probably 7 years ago aorund there. Probably i shouldn't know abt this coz it'll make my life less miserable. Certain things are better left unsaid.

 

He didn't know, coz i didn't show. How was i supposed to know, coz i thought he don't feel that way. I was never there, coz i avoided him, but i was there all along, its just that he didn't see. If he had just told me so, things will be different. Ppl move on, and he did. All along he did felt the same way. But its all too late now. & the blame's on me. After all these years. Its so obvious now, it was never meant to be. It used to be a memory before i knew abt this, and know its just one picture in my head.

 

Anways, lets just hope history won't repeat itself again ..

 

Tml's the class gathering and i'm not sure whether i can attend it or not , its always at the last minute. There's some kind of this thing going on la. Its a family thing. Hm, i'll reconsider about going to both of them.

Ok ok, so this is the list of movies that i wanna watch ,  but there's still loads and still counting ,

 

12 July

 

28 June

 

14 June

 

26 July

 

21 June

 

Disturbia

26 July

 

9 August

 

 

 

 

and i really wanna watch Transformers badly laaa. Not because i like the cartoon but because of the reason i can't explain. HAHA. and for spider lilies, its R21, what i'm attracted to it is the storyline. I don't think i'll be able to watch that.

 

and recently i accidently listened to the song home by chris daughty and i must say its nice.

" Be careful what you wish for, coz u might just have it all. "       & recently i made a wish , well, i think its a bad wish , and it came true. I don't know if its a good thing or a bad thing. I feel like my heart is dead.

 

So many movies , so little time.

So, term tests was officially over yesterday but that doesn't mean i should just hide the nothes and forget abt it for the next two weeks. I still need to catch up on my studies which i kinda 'missed' although i went to the lectures. Haha, most of  the time during HAP, i was either dreaming, closing my eyes, seeing the ppl around me, hearing other ppl's snoring or, for that only 10 few minutes, concentrating on what the lecturer had to say. It was difficult to concentrate when i don't take bio during the secondary school. Well, zahara said "this is pure .." for a minute i thought she was going to say pure bio but she said, "pure crap". Well, i think its true because most of the time, i was crapping my way through hoping to pass.

 

The last paper was SFP. & i stoned when there was a question abt stale breads. But then, luckily, i remembered la except for the calculations part, where i only choose any alphabet.

 

And, we watched Pirates of the Carribean at the Cineplex. It was my first time there, hmm ,basically we just say what movies we wanna watch and the person will give us the seat. Not the other way round. The movie was well worth it for money. But it did reminded me of a few Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire elements.

 

The part where the ship came out of water.

& there was others also but i forgot, haha.

 

I find the ending of the story quite sad la. It was like so depressing la after the end of the term test to watch sad ending in the end. But overall, it is a great movie to catch, esp since Cpt Jack Sparrow's character was very very very amusing.

I am soooo looking forward to the much awaited break although it only for two weeks & still counting. But hey, its better than nothing. What i need is to catch up on my sleep, tv, movies, news, friends ad families. Wouldn't it be great if its for one month.

 

This is what i saw from this person's particular notes ,

 

" What is a computer ? "

 

Patrick Starr would have gone " DUH .."

& 10 minutes later he will still be drooling.

 

 

oh and, haa,

 

i came across this in my notes,

 

" What is a microwave ? "

 

Seriously, what am i even doing.

 

& Patrick Starr would have fainted by then.

 

 

Term test was such an "adventure". HAP was horrifying while OBC was a nightmare. Imagine stoning there with a pen on your hand and trying so hard to remember what you memorised yesterday and trying to block off what you are going to do on the holidays. I wonder what SFP will be like. I really do hope its gonna be an easy paper. Yeah right ..

 

& & , i wanna eat an eclair ,  this craving of mine has been ongoing for the last couple of weeks but i really don't have the time to buy an eclair. Hmmm, anybody got recipe for an eclair ? I really really wanna make one.

 

& i will go shopping after the term test.

 

YAY .