To a really good friend of mine, i don't know what else to say coz i seriously don't know what happen. I just wished you would just tell me everything so i won't be confused about what is happening. I realise that i keep disappointing you but, i really don't mean to. Maybe i'm such a disappoinment to you.

 

To, " This particular Guy, "

I'm sorry but i caught you cheating. I really don't wish to see you again. I don't even want to look at you. I'm so disappointed. But then again, i was probably such a disappointment to you huh.

 

And so, i didn't do quite well in studies. As in, really really badly. Flunk until cows can fly. I feel so depressed like crazy.

 

 

And so, with everything that is happening around me, its no wonder i feel so depressed, but where do i seek solace?

My freinds are busy with work , sch , and stuff. I don't really want to bother them. My wish for them, i really want you guys to be successful. I've made some sort of a 'will' already. And yeah, it has reached a stage where i already made a will.

 

But then again, maybe they don't read this blog of mine. So should i even bother to type?

 

Depressed, but yet, must hold my head up and pretend everything's OK.

 

 

 

 

 

Ohs well,

 

the answer was somewhat disappointing but at the same time, never thought it be so free. Now i know whats meant to be, and thats ok with me.

 

And anyway, the traffic, i tell you was madness. The bus kept going and stopping, going and stopping due to the heavy traffic flow, and people were like staring at me as if they want to sit at my chair, and i just kept squirming coz i was getting really uncomfortable as if i was about to explode. Luckily, i'm not the kind who have motion sickness or else i'll just be puking in the plastic bag.

 

&  &     &  i can't wait for SATURDAY !   I'll be going shopping. YAY !

 

 

 

 

I'm confused enough as what is happening around me.

 

Let me find the answer as soon as possible.

 

 

or let the person give me answer as soon as possible.

1) My lesson was supposed to start at 9 am, but i don't why, being me, i didn't double check, & being me, again, i went out of the house at 6 am and reached there at about 725 am. When i didn't see my friend, i knew somehting was amiss. So, i checked the timetable and i was pissed off. by me.

 

2) The bus was just super slow at Yishun just now. Found out, there was kinda an accident.

 

3) Waited for 1 hour plus for 9 am

 

4) The bus broke down, when i went back home i had to stand all the way from Yishun to Wdls. But then again, i got a free complimenatry tix. But then again, i am using concession. Whats the difference -_-  ?

 

5) Stomach Cramp.

 

Lessons are also learnt off course.

 

Always double check.

Be patient

Get used to it

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