These days, i keep thinking about what's missing in my life.. Is it the freedom that i used to enjoy way back in primary school  where everyday is a whole new day with new suprises everyday, no worries about exams or little things. I used to be happy go lucky. With no worries in sight, its no wonder i am so laid back. Back in primary school, everyday we would play and play and play and play.

 

But now things are different. Its more serious. Others are tied down by thier commitment to thier gf/bf but as for me, studies. How ironic. But if i don't focus now, i would regret in the near future. I know.

I don't want to be too caught up with my studies but hey, i have my dreams to be fulfilled.

 

There are many things that i want to do but i have not do. Eg. Ice skating.

If only someone would teach.

 

So, what's missing?

 

Freedom?

Happiness?

 

I don't know

Its 12.22 a.m and i am still not asleep. In the morning would be my english paper. I am so worried. I don't think i am fully prepared for this. I am really worried for my english composition. Please help me through this times of needs.

 

I really need to take a break. I almost feel like giving up, but no i won't, i won't admit defeat easily. I will fight the battle to the very end. Even if i lose the battle, the war have yet to come. What i really need right now i sstrenth and courage and of course, my brainpower.

 

 

 

Really, i just need someone to understand me. Is that too much to ask? All i want is happiness.

Its like there is an emptiness inside of me, but i don't know what.

 

All i want i happiness ..

 

 

That's what i hope for ..

I am so EMBARASSED !!

***Your Love Life Secrets Are***

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves.

You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't?

You prefer a quirky, unique person to be your lover. You're easy going about who you're with, as long as they love you back.

In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm.

You have a hard time ending relationships, even if the other person says it's over.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed
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I PASSED my 2.4 km run with an amazing time !

 

 

I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!

 

 

 

 

 

Today me, mummy and daddy went to Plaza Singapura to watch Ari Wibowo. I tell you, it was pure madness out there.

 

We alighted at Somerset, it was my dad's idea coz he forget where the building was. It was supposed to be at Dhoby Gaut and we walked all the way to Somerset. It was hot and stuffy. But it was not too bad, i take it as a form of excercise and a way to bond with my parents.

 

It was near the Istana. Then at the entrance there were many people, i was like .. wow, are they waiting for us? Like real, they were waiting for Ari to come so that they can have a close look. The place was jam packed with people. I was literally dying from suffocation and it was very HOT that people were sweating like they were excercising.

 

They say that Ari was going to be on stage at 2.00 p.m but he was finally on stage at 3.15 p.m Thats 2 and a half hours !! Some of them were giving up halfway and things were starting to get pretty noisy. Some of them were impatient and kept shouting out his name.

 

Well, the show was o.k I was practically grinning when i saw his face. He's OK lah .. He's outgoing and friendly with his fans.

 

Well, thats my day. Hot, stuffy but fun and enjoyable. There's always a plus point in every situation !

 

:)