At then end of the day, people just want closure. Truth is closure. Questions they want answered. But some questions are just not meant to be answered. Sometimes, its best to leave it hanging, because sometimes the truth will hurt. All those times you weren’t able to let go because you want a definite answer. Something that you can let someone else take the blame. Then you wait, around 7 or 8 years. The answer. By this time you already figure out the answer but exactly what would you know what to do after you already found out? Move on or hang on? Maybe all along, you knew the answer, but you just want a confirmation. That’s closure.

 

Sometimes, truth is just not closure. There isn't any closure when you just cannot accept the reality, and you go on to find the 'real' truth, sometimes aimlessly. Its like waiting for rain in the desert. Useless and dissapointing. 

 

That's just my honest opinion. Clearly, someone set me thinking. You know who you are missy. So, move on people. You wouldn't want to be waiting around for the rain to come, in other words, you wouldn't want to waste your youth. You deserve better.

 

 

With Love

"First, do no harm"

 

Woke up by a telefon call. When i looked at the picture i the handphone, it was Ashley. The picture was some what ghostly due to the lighting and stuff. I see the time at the corner of the phone. 1118 am. I was thinking, i'm supposed to go out with Ashley but what time was it? I keep thinking and thinking, OH NO. I OVERSLEPT. I reject her call and run to the toilet to brush my teeth. HAHA. Then she called again and i met her at Bugis with Sara. We just went round and round bugis street coz Kelly and Sara had to buy something for her upcoming project. TSK. Oh, there's this two guys who aprroached us, and Sara just can't keep her eyes of them. They're actually cute though. (:

 

*sings*

"i'll keep you my dirty little secret."

 

Farhan come down to Bugis. Keep flirting with them only eh. When Sara and Ashley went home, we went BK to eat. TSK. HAd a really long chat.

 

I guess thats all for the day.

 

Hip hip hurray ! (3x)

 

Our very own Ms JENNY Nur Faizah bte Yeo, (seriously, her name is so mixed up by the McD & her name isn't even Faizah, her name is JENNY. JENNY, PEOPLE!), back to the story, Ms Jenny say that her boyfriend is coming to Singapore. *SCREAMS*

Essy's back from China. Been a longg longg time since i talked to her. Syu, i havent heard from her, well, she's busy with her paper, i guess. *wink wink* As for Zara, i don't even know where she gone to. SERIOUSLY. But she have been updating her blog, so either she's watching tv right now or with her bf. She very strongly that she don't want to come to wdls, "are you keeping a secret boyfriend here in wdls that i don't know abt?" I know what she's gonna say, "BASKET". ROFL =) Oh, L.E.S.S + JENNY , said that we're gonna go out after Syu's paper, so hurry up guys, i'm decomposing at home alr.

 

As for Liy, she's busy with school, Fiza, god know where she is right now, Fizzy, missing as usual and Farhan, good for you that you have a date, just remember to fill me in. So, i'll be going jhr - again. It was last Saturday that i went there. Let's just hope that the bus won't be as screwed as last week.

 

Note to Jenny: you are so right that Mary Jane is better off with Greg. =)=)=)

 

 

I'm not on the 'YES' fault.

 

The whole of Tuesday night, i keep dreaming and waking up. I dreamt that i got an F for two of my subjects, went for remedial lesson and suddely woke up. I slept again and dreamt that i got an F for two of my subjects, went for remedial lesson and suddenly woke up - AGAIN. It happened AGAIN and the 4th time was the last straw.

 

BFF which is now known as Jenny (and Jenny's NEW bf is KYLE, whatever happened to Ronaldo), smsed me and asked whther i have gotten the results yet - via sms, and waited and ta-da, i got it. The first thing i did was to scroll down to see for and F's, but there were none. Heave a sigh of relief, and had a good nap. I wouldn't say that the results is fantastic but its better than the previous sem. The previous one sucked. I alr did my best, nothing more i can ask for.

 

I went to Johor on Monday. The bus service at Sheng Shiong there or known as Wdls town centre was screwed up. Waited there for a full 15 minutes before proceeding to the other bus stop. Every bus diverted thier journey, so in the end, no bus will pass there, and i feel sorry for ppl standing there. The least the bus people could do was to inform us or something. Was contemplating to write a letter to the forum in the Straits Times but being me, i think i'm better off watching CSI.

 

Tml, me and liy would be going to Spotlight in DB to get a couple of yarn since someone asked me to knit a scarf. Its not knitting exactly but crocheting. I haven't been crochet-ing for a long long time so, pardon me if it looks awful, but i doubt it would. HEH. Just find me there.

 

 

Hello Jenny,

My name is Mary Jane.

The reason i've not been updating with my blog is because i've been too busy going out almost everyday & the place is Tampines Mall. Seriously. But i don't think i'll be going there anymore after today except school, of course, coz my concession have expired.

 

Let me see, that time we (the 'we' is referring to me, Zara, Essy, Syu & BFF) went to Vivo to watch Meet the Spartans. & hmm, i don't know if my sense of humor is depleting coz i didnt laugh? The loudest laughter i heard was Essy and Syu's. Oh well, maybe due to the age gap. HEH. After that, me and BFF went to Orchard. Oh, and we didnt go GAP, people. BFF, lets go back Orchard again, Cotton On & maybe f21? HEH. =)

I went to tm with Tas, two or three times, i think. With Farhan, one time. With Kak Endang, one time. I think 4/5 times would be quite alot.

& i'm missing cwp alr, although i find that place boring alr.

 

HAFIZAAAA, come my house. =)

Liyyyyy, see you after your HOLS k?

 

It seems like many ppl are going off for a holiday.

Liyana, Essy and BFF.

Don't miss me k guys ! =P

 

Results will be out on 13th March. Which is next Thursday. I'll be anticipating for  that day to come. So, much luck and love to everybody.

 

If you guys always see me online means that i'm either watching CSI or i'm watching CSI okay i just repeated that 2 times. So, if you miss me, say hi. *wink wink*

 

 

I have a secret,

want to know?