I think the flu bugs been attacking everybody this week coz almost everybody that i know haven been feeling sick. That icludes me. Haha. Its been ages since i got sick so now, maybe its a blessing in disguise coz now i've been resting at home like nobody's business. Seriously, i've been waking up late into the afternoon, without any care. Can you believe that? Usually, there'll be my mum waking me up. But know, everybody is busy with thier own life and the house seem souless and lonely. Its not that  i care but, if it continues to be like this everyday, then i guess, it'll just get lonelier and lonelier with each passing day. I guess. But the advantage is. i get this house all by myself. I have all the computer and the tv all to myself. Sweet. So the hols stops tml and they will go back to sch tml. great. no more morning shouts/arguements frm them. Haha.

 

Anyways, yesterday watched sepet and embun and i think the show is worth reviewing. Probably, i'll write abt it in the next post.

 

 

Anyways,

 

Anyways,

 

Anyways,

 

 

A late happy Holidays!

Humpty Dumpty sat on the wall,

Humpty Dumpty had a great fall,

all the kings horses and all the kingsmen

couldn't put Humpty Dumpty together again.

 

I feel like i'm that Humpty Dumpty.

 

 

For those who missed, its ok  .

 

There's still next year.

 

 

For those who have 'goaled'

 

be responsible for your actions.

 

 

 

 

 

For those who have done something stupid

 

knock your head against the wall.

 

 

 

 

Two crossed out of my wishlist :

 

Pass My O-Levels   &

Hear me shout, " I'll make a comeback" .

 

Well, what can i say. Its like a dream come true. Well, this is even more than a dream.

 

Anyways, have thought about it. Thought long and hard. Made about more than 3 times amendments to my courses and more than 3 times to rank them. =P I'm always scared that when i take the course, at the end of the day, have no job for me. boohoo. either that, or i don't know how to do those things. HAHA.

 

A high paying job doing something you don't like or

 

a low paying job doing something which you love ?

 

u decide .

I'm overall satisfied with my results because i really put in my 100% or more than that effort in this exam. And i'm proud to say that, i don't have any regrets at all. No, "I know i should have done better' kind of mentality. No more. Felt so relaxed ever since. I am very elated that i passed my Math coz, my Math sucks, big time. Then, i told ms lim that i really wanted to see my Math results so badly. When i saw the marks, i was so relieved. PHEW ! at the same time, shocked. I kept laughing and laughing and Tianmu said, "you want tissue?" But its ok. I didn't cry. There were no tears or whatsoever coz i was truly happy.

 

Anyways, today have been a long day for me. Went to help out the cip prog at sch. My blk frm the checkpoint was slightly far, so had to walk under the scorching sun. At the same time, felt irritated by a member of mine who just refuse to do anything and give all the work to the girls. How ungentlemanly. He scolded me somemore, infront of the other grp members. At that time, i was like scorching hot like the sun and scolded him back. But i didn't shout la. I said loudly, a sarcastic remark. Then he kept quiet. But still, he's incorrigable. How annoying. My other grp memebrs were ok, in fact they were very active and funny. Haha.

 

After that, went for lunch. A late lunch to be exact. The prog finished at late aft. The whther nowawys are so damn hot, probably due to the ozone layer. When its hot its REALLY HOT. When its cold its REALLY COLD. What happening ppl? Save the Earth!

 

After lunch, went straightaway to sembawang shoppping center for dinner. Hmm, but i didn't eat much coz i've eaten aldy. The luch time and the dinner time were close. I saw an alumni there, but not sure if its him or not la. Haha. Ohyeah, i met this interesting guy there. The guy with a yellow shirt. Met him 3 times. First when i was eating. Second, when we wanted to pay for our goods at Giant and third when i'm at the taxi stand. Haha. Gave him a final look which indicates goodbye. Oh yeah, i met one of my friends too, a tuition friend but never talk to him b4. Always see him. He turned around before walking away. Lalalalalalalallaa.

 

So, the whole day i've been out. Actually, i'm pretty worn out coz i didn't really sleep these few days.But still, i haven't sleep yet. How ironic. Tomorrow whould start thinking and planning for the courses that i wanna take. My knowledge in these courses seems pretty vague and probably later in the aft, gonna find out more abt it. But i haven an idea of what courses i'm gonna take. But for now, its a secret. Hehe.

 

 

 

No matter where people go, if its meant to be (fated), you will meet them again someday.

Today or should i say yesterday, was like a double happiness for me. Firstly, i got my results and secondly, i met my OBS friend.

 

But someone just had to spoil everything. Whatever. Now, i'm in no mood to write anything. Probably update later.

 

 

 

Confession: The post about me being annoyed, well, i really WAS annoyed. Well, that's over. Lets move on!

 

The release of the o level result is getting nearer and nearer each waking day. The feeling of nervousness and anxiousness can be felt especially at night, when its getting harder and harder to sleep. The feeling of remorsefulness about the things that i didn't do my best, came over me every night even after the exams were over. I kept thinking about what and how should i react will one day finally come true. Constantly, lulling myself to sleep with the assurance of another day gone and Friday's the big day is not really helping me. The beat of my heart is so unconstant that when i walk along the pavement, its not straight. I'm dead serious. Before you know it, you guys will be taking out your uniform and iron it.

 

To ease my feelings and to distract me away from all these feelings,  i have been going out alot - lately. Well, not to some well - known places. DOH. Just accompanying a friend to places. No comments. HAHA. Anyways, we talked about 'the obsessive/posessive girlfriend' adn he said he'd choose me over his gf. Its sweet BUT, remember, words can be empty. Don't keep empty promises. I don't one one day when he have 'this' kind of gf, and he leave EVERYONE OF US, means he doesn't treasure his words. And, how about another senario. When he's all rich and famous, would he forget all of us. Guess what he say? YES. What for would i be friends with you guys when i can be friend with *TOOT* *TOOT* *TOOT* and bloody *TOOT*. Well, he's faking it. Probably. HAHA. You may forget us, but we won't! and probably, Liy won't care about you either, Han will be too busy with his studies, Fiza will be too busy with business and i will be too busy staying at home and sleep. WAHAHAHAHAHA. JUST KIDDING. How ironic.

Anyways, i know you won't be reading it la. HAH.

 

Scary, but true

 

Note to self: Stop using Oxy coz its peeling off the skin! EEEEEW .

*toot* *toot* *toot* *toot* *toot* *toot* *toot* *toot* *toot* *toot* *toot* *toot* *toot* *toot* *toot*  

The feeling of annoyance is high today. I really don't know why.

1) Someone kept calling me non-stop. I just don't want, don't you get it  ? ? ? 

2) Someone told me, that i don't understand.

3) Someone told me, i cheated his feelings. MY TURN NOW.

4) I don't want to go to the interview tml but dunno what to say to her.

5) I'm hungry right now so don't bother me.