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    December 26

    and so

    life still goes on ..
     
    so, yesterday was christmas, had nothing better to do so just laze around at home. By the time it was 4pm, was getting all bored and suddenly an idea popped to my mind. Hey why don't i change my hp today? Haha, so went to cwp with my mum. Walk ard the cwp.. so many sales, should be christmas sales .. the sales were like so .. 40%,50%,60% . the highest that i saw was 70%. So many ppl. The giordano boy kept shouting and shouting, "sale, once a year." From the second floor can hear him. Haha. Went to G2000. The clothes there were darn expensive during normal days and were like so cheapo during christmas. 70% SEH. So just grabbed that chance and bought this shirt. Its not exatxly a shirt lah, its like formal wear with collar. Haha. Nothing better to do, then buy lah. Maybe can wear in the future when i work in formal places..etc. HAHAHAHA. Joking only. I'm not interested to work at those places lah. like soo .. hmmm, boring? Hehe.
     
    Anyways, so went to Singtel, the phone so darn expensive. In the end, didn't buy. So next year, on March i'll be changing my hp. Woohoo. And the name will be transferred to me coz i'll be 18. HAHAHA. Its sooo  a legal age. LEGALLY 18. HAHAH. Pathetic.
     
    And so, i'll be enjoying my another 1 or less week of holiday in dec. After which, i'll go job hunting, coz i didn't take the 3 mth course. Coz i dun wan. no no no no no. Thinking of it, i shud have taken lah. So i won't stay at home and rot like nobody's business. But get this rite, i'm not gonna rot.
     
     
     
    December 23

    I say it one last time for you,

    then i really have to go.
     
     
     
    You'll get by without me if you want. I guess you have new friends right now. You keep telling me where have your friends all gone but for a lonely soul you're having such a nice time. For a lonely soul, it seems to me that you're having such a nice time. The chat that we hadwas a
    tell-tale sign, you don't know where to draw the line. So, its just another day, nothing in your way. Its so ironic how simply you put it, you asked me to leave you, why make me the bad guy? Why don't you be the one to leave me? why why why why why why why why why why hwy why why why why why why why why why why why whyw hwy whyw hwy whwy WHY. WHY. WHY. My goodness, what you said really hurt me, but i guess that doesn't really mattered to you anyways. I felt my heart breaking.
     
    the sky is falling all down, I don't wanna wake up, If I'm dreaming, don't think I'll ever Get out of my bed
     
    People always try to live that perfect life, and end up getting caught in a lie they don't really need.
     
     
     

     

    December 22

    Some things are better left

     
    unsaid.
     
     
    Its been 2 days since i came back from the green camp. It was fun and tiring. My body is aching all over. I dun feel like saying anything right now, somehow i wanna keep some things for myself, in private. I wanna absorb everything, things happen for a reason ok. My leg ache like crazy coz its been a long time since i run. And i mean, RUN. RUN. Truly RUNNING. My group been running after the beach tram at the next stop, the bus before its going to another stop. And we got 2nd. I don't know if the other team let us win. I think they did, somehow. Somehow, my wound on my leg been hurting so bad, its so painful and when there's water on the wound i feel like shouting. My back is aching probably because of less sleep and i slept on hard ground eventho i got my sleeping bag.
     
    So, since i'm not taking up the 3 month course to jc, i'll be better off finding a job. Probab;y, gonna find on january coz my hols still packed with activities. I'm not gonna laze ard for like 4 month at house, its the same like rotting.
     
    Somehow, i don't feel very tired but my body's tired. I cannot sleep. Probably very confused abt certain things. And yesterday night, i dreamt of something which i supposed i shud not have been dreaming or think abt it. Its weird though.
    December 13

    Say it one LAST time

    for ME.
     
    Its been 3 days ago i arrived back safely in Singapore after the trip there. The trip was ermm, ok i guess. All we did was just to shop, shop and shop. We went to Genting, Berjaya Times Square, KLCC. One day, one visits.
    I've been so busy since i came back here in singapore that i have no time to update this. Monday, went to meet teacher, tuesday, meet teacher, today would also be going out with different ppl at diff timing. Haha.
     
    So, there's nothing left to say. Hmm, maybe be updating at night. IF there's any interesting things happen.
    December 06

    If i believe i can

    i will.
     
    Leave everything behind and start afresh. I feel so alive right now. I feel that i can breathe easy without choking, some things don't bother me anymore. Whats yours will be yours, so don't try to steal whats not yours. You'll end up miserable. and yeah, i won't go around stealing whats not mine. No Worries. I've seen it done before.. i'm walking on, i'll walk it off, oh i'm moving on
     
    I really felt lazy to go and meet Shara at 130. No choice. Must get something from her or else dunno when else can meet. Everybody's busy now, working and what am i doing ? Nothing. Haha. Its not like its my choice. Its my shedule which don't allow me to have a job. And so, went to meet Liyana awhile to get the mag. So it was at 215 and i felt really lazy to go home so i decided to sit at Admiralty Mrt bus stn to wait for my mum after her work. So i spent 1 hour reading mag at Admiralty bus stop. Then i was approached by a stranger. I was like, you talking to me? and yeah, so blah blah blueh .. he talks abt how often i save money and all that and i was like, y u wanna noe? Anyways, he's an insurance agent. He explain details of an insurance which i dunno what kind of the heck of insurance it was and he ask me, "what do you think?"
    and i was like, "i'm not sure." hello, fyi, i'm just a 17 yr old girl who's waiting for my o lvl results which have no job to even buy an isurance policy. But then he took down my particulars. Then say bye. Then 15 mins later he come back and ask, u still sitting here? And in case u haven't notice, i'm sitting. and yeah, he say c u ard .. ard where ? spore is huge ya noe .
     
    So, today is like a 'kinda' bad day. The food that we ordered at the stall have no taste at all. The other food lacked on an ingredient. So, was hungry the whole afternoon and i was like. whatt ,, the i bought this nice dress, wearing it for tml. The dress was a bargain! Other places it cost like 30 bucks and this dress which was similiar to that dress that i liked cost less than 10 bucks! Imagine that.
    So, was kinda rushing packing for things coz is still haven't ironed my clothes. heh. Well, will be looking forward to tml. And i won;t be blogging for 4 days unless the place offers internet services, which i doubt so.
     
    I'm so disguested, act like married couple. Come on, you haven't even marry yet !
     
    Miss me when i'm gone !
    HEH.
     

    Everybody tried to put some love on the line

    and everybody feels a broken heart sometimes.
     
    Went to Orchard today. Decided to go to Far East just go and window shop then maybe in the late dec then go buy things there. BUT, we were kinda lost. Haha. Imagine that. I, went there abt a couple of times and suddenly forgot where it is situated. Darn. Ironic.Went went to walk until somerset MRT, den went back to Orchard MRT. Then from there, we walked the opposite way but still, cannot find. Then at last, decided to ask someone. Haha, so embarrasing. A singaporen but act like a tourist. I don't get it, how come i don't remember at all. HAIYO. Then by this time, we were really really really very grumpy coz we were tired and hungry! Then, decided to just leave Far East and eat at KFC. Then, our mood were already OK. We chat and laugh like crazy coz we kept teasing her. with him. HAHAHA. Well, although we didn't window shop, we still decided to go there in dec, rememebring where it is situated. I'm still full frm eating KFC ..
     
    So, tml's plan cancelled. I don't know why, lazy to ask my bro. So, i'm just looking forward to Thurs and i haven't even started packing! Nvm, tml still have time. Heee..
     
    Everything seemed okay when I started out the other day
    Then the rain came pouring down
    And now I'm drowning in my fears
    And as I watch the setting sun
    I wonder if I'm the only one?

     
     
    December 04

    What goes around

    comes around.
     
    BACK TO YOU.
     
     
    Ok, the sentence so overrated but what the heck.
     
    "You say your boyfriend's sweet and kind
    But you still got your eyes on mine
    Your best friends got her eyes on yours
    It all goes on behind closed doors."
     
    But too bad, she stole her bf, and now ur friend got her eyes on urs. Ironic? Think again.
    December 03

    A kinda

    naughty day out.
     
     
    And so, nothing much to say for a 'naughty' day out except that its my first time going to play pool at Lucky Plaza. Well, it isn't my first time actually, haha, it was my second. Hehe. Wow weee her guy friend taught me how to play pool and darn was the stick heavy. Haha. But overall, quite nice of them to pay for our entry. Haha. But ermm, one minus point, they smoke. Too bad. Well, everybody have thier own minus points. I don't really blame them coz that would be looking down on them which i don't.
     
    and so .. duhh.
    On wednesday, going out with mu cousins to Vivo! Haha, gonna be my first time going there. Yeah.. heard its wasn't much of a wow wee but wth, just go there to have fun.
     
    but the real highlight would be on thursday. WOW WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ..
    Thursday to Sunday  .. WOOHOOO .
     
     
    No more voice to shout.  Song of the day, "Bad Day" by Daniel Powter.
     
     
    Darn, most of my cousins have BLOGS except me. BOOOHOOO.