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    January 30

    After all this time,

    i never thought about it.
     
    My gosh. Morning/Afternoon have been super irritating for me coz its so darn noisy infront of my house. You see, infront of my house, there's a big field, usually, there will be boys playing soccer infront of there, not playing, practising, there will be coach, the orange cones, then bicycles under my block, thier bags, clothes and stuffs. But today was NOT soccer. They are going to constrcut a building there! I really have no idea what building its going to be but, hmm , it beats listening to the boys shouting like crazy every morning, which is annoying. OMG, the construction period is going to be really really noisy. Probably for like 1 year. HAIYAH. But, i'm happy lah if they are gonna constrct something which will benefit everybody, at least there won't be any boys down there, which is annoying also. Running half naked like nobody's business. Its true. Ppl can mistake it for a free show.
     
    Anyways, things have been so far, great for me. YAY! Eventhough haven get my pay yet, i've bought this red and black stripe dress. HAHA. I LIKE! I'm planning to change my hp, hopefully SOON to sony ericsson. Although i'm not that LOOKING forward to it coz hmm , thats NOT the hp that i want but, that'll do. I should be thankful, rather than complaining. :-/ Actaully, i'm planning to watch the dvd, stormbreaker - alex rider today, but i dunno how to operate the dvd player. HAIYOOO .
     
    I'd better enjoy myself first before the BIG day comes coz i know, i'll not be able to sleep at that night. HAHA.
    January 29

    ARGGGHHHHHHHHH !

    I'm gonna change T3 to OXY.
     
    coz i think that there's no change AT ALL.
     
     
     
     
    DARN !
    January 27

    obviously .

    ITS OFFICIAL.
    Yesterday was my LAST day of work. I resigned today. And boy was getting that resignation form so difficult! To add it in, the place was SO BIG so i practically had to walk from one end to another for like 4 times and it took about 45 mins to settle my resignation. I mean, how difficult is that? They should probably set up another department handling resignation cases, and one thing, the person must be there at ALL time. No MIA. And they should wear different coloured clothing so that i know which dept there are frm. Enough of this, i just wanna thank my working friend for accompanying me there when i resign, so she'll be all alone. I'm so sorry ! !  I wish u ALL THE BEST ! And yeah, the auntied there dun wan me to resign.. they say just change dept. But i think cannot lah. It won't work for me coz what i want is abit of freedom. Not the 'no life' shift. I still wanna watch tv, hand out with my friends and relax. But i guess ppl have to sacrifice all that just to get the money ? ? Hmm, ppl have their own opinions and this is mine. I just hope that i can have a job with VERY flexible working hours and i'll be happy.
     
    So, after resigning, went to orchard and walk walk walk. But we end up taking the train from somerset. HAHA. See how far we walked ! Anyways, tml, me n frens gonna go nyp open hse. Maybe going there lah coz one thing, its near to my house. After all that hassle to go to work at amk, i realise that the nearer the job is to my house, it'll cut the time and save transpot cost. You know what ? I have to pay the adult fare!! ARGHHH! So sad.
     
    And so, i made the decision to resign like long time ago but i just hold back coz some ppl say dun quit. But its really my life n i shud b the one controlling it. I thank my mum for supporting me even tho i wanna quit. But really, some ppl. . Haiyoo . dunno what to say .
    January 22

    My Liberty.

    I don't want this life i'm having right now. Its so tiring and i have no time for myself. I just wish i could just heck care with the world and live my own life. Everyday, i keep thinking that i wanna quit my job. No more sleeping late in the morning and waking up late in the mid afternoon. No more going out with my friends to catch up with our lives. No more logging to msn and chatting late until the morning. No more watching late nights tv shows/movies coz i'll be too tired and sleep. No more watching my favourite tv shows. NO MORE! Come to think of it, i prefer going to school than to work. AT LEAST the latter is much more funner. I give and I give and I give and I give and I'm still lost and hurt and bone dead. Take me away from this torturous land, cause the grave is set up - The hole that I dug. I’m trying I’m trying I’m trying I’m trying -I can't.
     

    And so, i heard that results will be out on february. I ehard all kinds of dates ranging from 7 to 8. Interesting eh? And i thought that results would be out either in late february or early march. HAH! I think this is my way of escaping the reality? Coz i'm not mentally prepeared YET to get my results. BOO ! :( 
     
    Anyways, today is my off day. I hate it soo much. WHy must it be on a monday? It means that from tuesday to sunday i'll be working. DARN IT LA. Actually today no mood to go out lah. But no choice, must buy a friend birthday present. His birthday was last year november until now haven't give yet. HAHA. Worried lah, later he sad. WAHAHHA. Which i don't think so la.
     
    MUST QUIT SOON !
    January 19

    Mode -

    DEAD.
     
    I'll write when i'm free.
    January 14

    Forgetting ..

    I kinda saw one of my primary school friends today. I'm not sure whether its him.  Well, actually, i was walking along the second floor at cwp near swensons. Usually, there's shop cart and i'll usually turn my head to see what's for sale. When i looked infront, i kinda saw him. But i don't know if it was him coz he was covering his lower part of the face. Then i looked back at the display. Then i looked again and he was still covering his face. I didn't know why he covered it for. Weird. I don't know whther its him or not.
     
    Forget abt it la.
    Its 2007.
     
     
    January 13

    Random.

    I'm gonna get that sklg pp at watsons.
    I'm gonna buy that Gnvra instead of Papaya soap.
    I'm gonna buy the clip.
    I'm gonna wait patiently for my hair to grow.
    I'm gonna find that belt.
    I'm gonna see what types of colours dye are there.
    I'm gonna rethink abt dyeing hair. "Hopefully i won't dye"
    I'm gonna find money for Jesse McCartney's CD.
    I'm gonna rethink abt those contacts. "Its bad for the eye, i heard"
    I'm gonna wait till March till i can change my hp.
    I'm gonna wait till march till the ownership is transferred to my name.
    I'm gonna develop the pics. SOON !
     
     
     
    I've gotten my sneakers.
     
     
     
    January 09

    The Big Day.

    Yesterday, i wrote something abt a 'big day'. Well, it turned out quite successful for me coz i actually got the job. HAHA. So, u guessed it, i went for an interview just now. I was so nervous and sleepy at the same time. I waited quite a long time lah from like 10 am to 12 pm. It was actually quite weird going to the plaace all by myself. Hmm, when i walk ard, it seems that everybody is walking on their own to their place of destination. They're so busy catching time. Backtrack. Anyways, i thought that there were like going to be a panel of interviewers asking questions but no. Haha, only one person. And when i saw the interviewer, i thought i had dressed TOO casually, coz he was so smart. Haha. And hmmm, the interviewer was soo, one word; cute. WAHAHAHAHAHA. ITS TRUE ! I didn't actaully catch what he was talking. haha.
     
    Anyways, I GOT it. so, tml will be going for the training and and thursday will be the real working day. Yeah, today went to the watch Night at the Museum. One word; HILARIOUS!  HAHAHA. Its highly recommended for high entertainment value. So, tml, will be watching Spirit something something. I'm still not sure of the title but will be watching at 7.10pm, after the training off course. So, tml will be waking up REAL early coz i dunno the where the heck is the place and i need to check it out, by myself. I wish i can just take taxi so i don't have to wake up THAT early. FAT HOPE.
     
    Actually, i'm not supposed to write this post but i'm waiting for my friend to log in to msn and he still haven go in yett. so, yeah.
    January 08

    To sum it all up.

    Looking forward to: -
     
    2007  Harry Potter 7th book !!! Harry Potter and the Deathly Gallows is what i heard. I really do hope that the 7th book will come out pretty soon coz i'm just dying to know who will die in that book. After Sirius died, then Dumbledore. My godd. When Dumbledore died, felt pretty emotional at that time. Was so sadd seh. I'm so attached to that book. For book 7, i think Ron would die lah. Maybe Ron was protecting Harry from Voldy and get sacrificed, Ron is his best friend summore, surely if he died, it would upset many ppl. But if Harry were to die, it wouldn't be so upsetting coz he had to do what he have to do. If Harry die, then surely Voldy will die. I have a few theories, i dun think dumbledore died and get this, SNAPE is innocent..  Don't be fooled ppl. Haha.
     
    2007 Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix movie !!! AHHHHHH !!! GODDD i've been waiting for this. I'll be going to watch it, guarenteed 100%. I'm not gonna miss it for anything !
     
    2007 Spiderman 3 !!! REALLY, i have been waiting for the movie alsooo. i really wanna noe what happened btwn Peter Parker and Mary Watson. And also, what happened to spiderman seh. His suit suddenly become grey. Mettalic grey to be exact. But nonetheless, i like the metallic grey suit. It makes him look Georgeous.
     
    2007 Althought this movie doesn't come put in 2007, but i'm going to watch it on 2007. Night at the Museum. FINALLY. Found someone to watch with me. I'll be watching it today! YEAH!! Monday, 7.30pm, Cathay cwp. Then on tuesday, will be watching a ghost story with my friends, and ummm, one of them will not be going coz, apparently, he's afraid. Don't be afraid BOY! Its Spirit something something. I don't remember the title. I remebered, there's a spirit in it.
     
    And so, i bought this sneaker. Brown leather. HAHA. Loving it! And todays' gonna be the big day! Not telling ya. HAHAHHAHA.
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     

     
    January 06

    Kitkat.

    Everyday's the same. It seems like everything have been planned for me. Dunno what i'm talking abt? Its my daily routine. Woke up late again. Haiyo . Today must start to wake up a bit early coz brothers at home. WHAHAHA. Actually, i dun care if they are at home coz i will still sleep in. WAHAHHA. As usual, watched tv. Joan of Arcadia. The Bernice Mac show. Achar. Happy Fish, Tyra Banks and the comedy. And yeah, today's A million treasures was the last episode. I was looking forward to that. Lucky enuff, the tix that they bought didn't win or else, they could have killed themsleves. WAHHA, and so it was a happy ever after kinda show. Which was relieving due to the fact that now more shows are showing depressing endings and cliffhangers. Then watched Supernatural and then survivor. I liked the supernatural show coz its a more touching show althought its abt ghosts. And just now, the ghost in the lake looked like Ju on. WAHHAHA. I had a shocked thinkin that maybe he got lost in the sea while trying to get back home. Anyways, my day have been filled with tv shows. And i've been eating non stop today. I feel that its so unhealty but at the same time, i cannot stop it. I think i have a problem. Hmm,
     
    and so, Fyz is not online. Was abt to ask him something. When i wanna chat with him, he's not online, but when i don't have anything to say, he's ALWAYS online. Contradiction.
     
    I have cravings for KitKat white.
     
     
    ANyways, will be looking forward to nxt week. I'll be watching movies with my bros as well as my friends.
     
    YAY !
    January 05

    and the day come and go ..

    For the record, i stayed the WHOLE day at home. TODAY. Since did nothing, woke up late today. Then turn on the computer. Haha. Thats been my routine. Boring rite. Haha. But there's is some interesting shows on tv at channel 5.
     
    3pm-4pm: Joan of Arcadia.
     
    Interesting story with interesting plots. Btw, there was Hilary Duff in that show just now. But she act like a mindless bully but in the end, it turned out well.
     
    5pm-6pm: Ellen Degeneras show.
     
    OMG. I kinda starting to like this show very much. I especially like the opening part. It was hilarious and i think what she sometimes it true. But i hate it when they dance. Haha.
     
    530pm-630pm: Re-run of the show Happy Fish on channel 8. Althought the talkshow and this show is aired almost at the same time, i often change channel. Haha.     There's also the Tyra Banks show. I watch it if its interesting only.
     
    530pm-630pm: Re-run of the malay comedy at suria. Yeah, it is aired at the same time as the talkshow, happy fish so i just keep switching channels. So, at  a point of time, i kept changing the 3 channels. HAHA. I can't make up my mind on what to watch.
     
    9pm-10pm: Million treasure. OHOHOHO . i think i love this show coz its hilarious. WAHHAHA
     
    HAIYOO . i think my day everyday gonna be like this. Interesting eh. Nvm, got show to watch. Even KidsCentral have interesting shows. WHAHAHAHAHAHA.
     
    and my computer watch shows, 1249am. and i'm nowhere near to being sleepy. I think i'm turning into an owl . nocturnal.
     
    and ok, i heard this fren of mine, he got so many dates that he is rejecting some of them seh. I heard he got a date on saturday and monday. Hmmm. Better go out with the girl lah, later they cry at home. Wahahahha 
     
    I lie awake at night, see things in black and white.
     
     
     
     
    January 02

    Poise and Rationality

    Crystal clear
    Goodbye & a tear
    Gone forever
    But sour - never
    Face the front !
    Nothing you can't
    Never look down
    Never frown.
     

     
    This is how i spent my 1st Jan. Nothing special abt it but to me, it does makes a difference to me.
     
    So, it was photoshoot with the WHOLE family on my mum's side. And hell yeah, its been 'hot'. Literally. There was so many ppl including my grandmothers, grandfathers, uncles, aunties, nephews, nieces, great-great grandmother, great-great grandfather, great-grandchildren, great-great grandchildren. So, it adds up to like 80+ ppl. And off course with families big like this, there is bound to be some ppl which i dunno and dun even noe thier name. Its not because i dun wan but we only meet once a year, that is during Hari Raya. But nevermind, at least i know thier faces. Heeeeeee.
     
    So after that, went to Tampiness Mall. It was so crowded that i almost gave up and wanted to go home but then, we just walked ard and i bought a photo album to store all my pics taken. So that'll be my time capsule for another 10 years. Haha. 27 yrs old.
     
    Today did nothing much. Just went to cwp with Liyana and chatted. Most of my friends wud be going to the 3months course, so it means that they'll be schooling. BOOHOO. Left me and some others. WHat am i going to do tomorrow??? Haizz. Haha. I wanna watch Night at the Museum tomorrow. But either they have no money, they'll be workinf, they'll be schooling or they'll just be busy. Sad Case. Haha.
     
    oh yeah, can i have the adobe photoshop cd     ?
    ANyone ?
     
     
    SO SAD !
    January 01

    When darkness turns to light, it ends tonight.

    2007. Its a time for new beginnings and to reflect what you have done during 2006.
     
    Class Gathering
    301206
     
    On that day itself, went to meet the other cmc members at cwp, mcdonalds. Some of them had their breakfast/lunch there. Then bought flowers, red and yellow, dunno whats the name lah. Then went to pump the balloon with helium gas it was so expensive. Proceed to Yio Chu Kang, Grassroot Club, to decorate the place. The starting time was extended to another one hour coz there were still unfinished business. I was the responsible for my classmates sitting arrangement and they were shocked when they knew that they cannot sit with each other. SOme of them kept wanting to change their place and i had a hard time keeping my box of sitting arrangement. It started with Ms Lim speech.
     
    What she say, really was meaningful. Was sitting there thinking abt it the whole time. Then the game started. Something like lottery. Only got two numbers. But, nvm lah, coz i'm not eyeing the prizes anyway. Haha. The cake was gigantic, 3 kg cake with 5N1 logo. We celebrated the birthdays and everybody got a slice of cake while wathching a video, actually i watched the video before in my primary school. Haha. Then, another game, scavenger hunt. Haha, funny game LAH!! Then the singing competition. Everybody sang well and have the potential to be a superstar !!
     
    Then dinner, the food was superb. Was so full ~ Then, i couldn't believe i won a lucky draw. Haha coz i didn't expect to win, was so shocked. Haha. But thankful. Then another game. The pass the card thing and the balloon thing. HAHAHA. I won't tell you guys, only my classmates know. HAHA. Then, there was a lucky draw on books. Everybody got at least one book. From Mitch Albom, Tuesdays with Morrie, Five people you meet in heaven and one more day. Actually, i wanted the ,'for one more day' because its abt mistakes. But i got five ppl you meet in heaven, i'm still thankful tho =). Maybe, its fate lah i got the book, maybe i'm destined to appreciate what the books gonna tell me. Haha.
     
    Then we sang the school song. Proudly? I dunno but loudly? YEP ! Then, the cmc members gave a speech. I only give short one lah. Haha. Then, to really end it off, make a clean break, we hold our hands together in a circle and sang Auld Lang Syne. We just hummed to the tune. Proudly? i dunno but loudly? YEP ! while moving left and right .. haha. Then after that, some of them went home, some took pics. =)
     
    I actually have other pics but maybe will load them the next day and i have something to write in the next entry. I don't want this entry to be too long ...
     
    When darkness turns to light it ends tonight.